My dad doesn't give a about me I hate him

UGHHHHHHH

SO LIKE BASICALLY (IF U READ MY BLOGS) MY PARENTS R GONNA DIVORCE N STUFF RIGHT? HE DOESN'T GIVE A ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS HERE WITH US, HE ONLY CARES ABOUT MONEY AND POWER LIKE HE'S SOO ING GREAT. I'VE NEVER BEEN THIS MAD BEFORE LIKE I ALMOST CRIED IN SCHOOL AND HAD A ING PANIC ATTACK, MUM TOLD DAD AND HE DIDN'T EVEN ASK ME IF I'M OKAY LIKE WHO DOES THAT??!?! ANYWAY

SO MY MUM IS IN CHINA RIGHT NOW DEALING WITH THAT STUFF LEAVING ME HERE ALONE WHICH I ABSELOUTLY (LOL SPELLING) DON'T MIND.

SO I CALLED HER RIGHT? AND MY DAD WAS LIKE 'LET ME TALK TO HER.'

"Yeah dad?" (I really dind't want to talk to that bastard)

"Why didn't you reply my messages?" Wow. WOOOOOW. That's the first thing u say when u call ur daughter in a year without talking to her, that I haven't replied to ur ing messages? How about a 'I misses you?' And he doens't even call, AND he only sent ONE message which made it very hard for me to reply cause i don't want to.

"Oh, um, I'm not allowed to go on my phone anymore." I lied, of course I did, I hated his guts.

"Oh is that so?" He said, he obviously didn't believe me, but he played along...OH MY GOD HE DIDN'T EVEN SAY I LOVE U HE DIDN'T ASK HOW I WAS AND DIDN'T EVEN SAY ING BYE WHEN HE HANDED THE PHONE BACK TO MY MOM.

HE IS THE WORST DAD THAT EVER LIVED.

Unlike mum here who I love soooooo dearly. She's the best, so guys luv ur mothers and fathers cause u never know if one day one...or both of them could turn their back at u. Like what my dad did oh my god I can't even,

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Got7AndMe #1 Oct 30, 2016 15:43:23

I'm sorry that that happened(ing) but keep in mind that he is your dad and even if he acts like that there is no possible way he doesn't love you at least a little! I don't now you our him personally but I don't believe that if you looked him in the eyes and ask if he loves you that he would be able to no, That doesn't mean act like nothing is happening and act like you love him with all your heart (but I don't think it's possible for a daughter\son to hate there own father (but I don't now you ore him so...I'll I can say is fighting!

sleepingprince #2 Oct 27, 2016 03:55:24

I'm sorry to hear that.. its sad when parents decided to part ways . However I think no matter what , they should always try their best and put the children's need beyond anything else. There's still a huge responsiblities there until the child grow up and are independent enough to stand on their own. However you should try to understand both your dad and also your mom situation. Even thou he might not show you the love you need and be there for you but try to forgive him as he is still your father regardless . I know its not easy for you to do that but its best not to hate anyone especially your parents or you might regret it later when they are no longer around. I hope that things get better for you and your dad. As for your mom she's definately a strong women . Since she loves you alot , you shall study hard and make her proud. Protect her as you can and show her that she means the world . Stay strong.