The thing that saved me from liquor thirst a year ago was coffee. This day had been a and broke me. I am so broke... and broken. Now, I made myself coffee. I can't go out and buy myself my favorite Americano. I'm glad my dad knows how addicted I am to coffee and sent me different types of it. It's easy to do so it's fine. I just need one and a half teaspoon of Folgers instant coffee (my favorite from my father's package) and that's it. No sugar? No creamer? Yeah. I'm a bitter . And as I was drinking my coffee, I realized this is my first cup for today. Heck it's my first cup since last week. I haven't drinking coffee these days. Ah. That's why I have been indulging myself in liquor again for the past three weeks. But I know better. No more alcohol and more coffee. I need to go back to having three to four cups a day. I wash it away with water after drinking. I'm afraid I'll get sick. Or maybe I might still get sick? Whatever it will be. Coffee is my romance. I just want to be happy. :)