I'm Lost

Things are getting a bit hectic lately. The real world is much tougher than I expected it to be. Change is the only thing that's permanent.
I wanted to cry and breakdown but get real, it wouldn't even change anything. The world will continue to revolve around the same axis.

And writing is somehow my escape to all of these. Whenever I write, it feels like the world stops, no judgments, no expectations.
Yet recently, I couldn't even write a single chapter. I've had multiple ideas, unfinished stories and all but nothing... nothing comes out.

Now, it feels like I don't know which way to go. And even my only escape doesn't let me enter anymore. The room's locked and I lost my key to it.

I hope I find it soon before it gets dark.

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sleepingprince #1 Oct 20, 2016 14:52:16

Changes are inevitable. All you need to do is to prepare yourself and accept it with an open heart. It takes time to adjust and ge used to new things , environment and etc but slowly eventually you will. Dont give up. Its only normal to feel lost at times. I think most of us have experienced it at some point of our life. Take some time to think things over . Dont pressure yourself . I think as long as you are willing to try and work hard then no matter which way it may lead you'l managed to pull through. Think positive. Ask question , ask for opinion and etc that way might help you make a better choice and decision. As for writting its a creative process so it takes time to get inspiration and all.Besides your mind are in stress . Go relax and cool yourself . Once your mind are calm and in good shape then perhaps its the correct ambience to write . I hope things get better for you . Stay strong. Believe in yourself.