Lets Talk : People

People..

Since i'm human, i met a lot of people eversince i was born

Growing up, we can all say that we met a lot of people, personalities, and stuff

But i guess the more you grow old, the more vulnerable you are to disappointment?

When i was little, things that made me mad or upset, well, it just made me upset. But now, i guess being upset is always accompanied by a feeling of disappointment.

But enough about feelings, lets talk about people although its going to relate to feelings tho)

For the course of my life, especially middle school a.k.a my personal dark ages and highschool, there was this thing called 'curiosity'

When i looked at someone (that fascinates me and not acquaintances yet) it just made me curious 'what is he/she like behind the person im seeing right now'

But if course, it was not far away from disappointment. From unknown admiration comes disappointment

But i dont know, thats just me (and another story i kept, but i wont be telling today)

How about you?

What usually fascinated you in knowing someone? Or have you ever been disappointed when you know the truth? And what disappoints you in that person?

Bcs for me, what really disappoints me is if i thought they were okay/friendly enough, but it turns out that they treat people badly

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Ghad20 #1 Oct 15, 2016 15:42:07

my friends are usually people who look like me XD i dont knw bt its fascinating, in their behaviour and speech and everything they seems like copies hhhh i dk poeple are different and i respect that, be different in ur own way bt maybe the kind of people i'm exposed to are like me in matter if interest and taste ...
well i get really disappointed at someone who doesn't keep his/her promises, i just hate being disappointed especially from a friend. Even though i forgive and forget but each time i'd look at that person it would ring a bell to me in some sort

zan8901 #2 Oct 14, 2016 15:53:22

I am an observer of sorts, like you described I watch people from a distance, get to know them from afar before judging whether it'd be a good idea to even be an acquaintance to them or if it'd be a good idea to even say hello to them. I have trust issues to put it lightly lol. I know lots of people who act so kind and friendly in front of their friends, almost to the point where they seem like absolute angels. They're funny, talk a lot and always treat you like you're a pair of old friends just hanging out. Then, comes the disappointment. I see those people with another group of people, making fun of the person that I assumed was their great friend and laughing about them. It makes me so sick that people can be so two-faced, and it's another reason why I'm so hesitant to befriend anyone or give people the label of being a friend - took me months to call my current and only friend one. I'm often left disappointed, maybe 'cause I expect too much from people and I forget that they're humans with flaws. Doesn't get rid of the fact that they're awful for pretending to like someone and then stabbing them in the back afterwards. I'd be more forgiving if it was with one person, but I sadly, know more people than I can count on both hand that are like this. Oh, and people who gossip make my blood boil. I also know lots of people like this.