I'm graduating this year and I'm planning to get a second degree. I plan to study arts, music to be specific. I think I should develop my skills with instruments. It's just actually a hobby, a stress reliever, but I guess I want to try it simce I'm too focused on Mathematics and Sciences. A little on Arts won't hurt, right?

So I want to go to Juilliard. But I'm doubting myself. It is really just a hobby and I had no formal training on playing instruments so i might not get accepted. My second choice is to study in Japan. I personally like their training on music though I don't know much about it. I tried learning Japanese during my free time, but I gave up since it's too complicated.

My next option is in Korea. It's a little easy to learn it, but the grammar is too confusing. I told myself, Hangul is the easiest for me to learn so it'll be my second choice after Juilliard. So I looked for ways.

There was a native Korean actor in a play I joined in last semester(?). We weren't close so I hesitated at first. (I'm not close with anyone in the play other than the director, actually.) But I still tried to contact him. I did message him early April this year. He wasn't responding. I mean, he can decline, of course. I even said I'm willing to pay. I gave up then. I just told myself that I'll enrol in foreign language courses next semester.

But last Friday, he replied. I don't know what made him agree now. Is he in need of money this time?

Okay. I know I'm overreacting and overthinking things, but I can't help it. I wanted to say no to him at first, but music is life :((