Is it just me?

Okay, so is it just me that I feel like I have no idea what the hell I'm doing. Okay, no I correct that. I know that many people will go through that phase where you're still trying to figure out what the hell you're going to do while you're in college... but this decision is so much harder than I thought.

I don't want to be one of those people that just majors in something for the hell of it, thinking it's the right choice since it's going to be the easiest making money with this... but I don't know.

So I'm in my third year of college, doing a business degree (later going into business management when I go to a four year university; still in community college since I'm taking my time); but I realize... I HATE BUSINESS. All things business: Business classes, Accounting classes, and Economic classes. I hate them all.

I know that I would actually like to become a teacher but I'm thinking... at this point, it's so late. Like I said, I'm in my third year and so I've been doing all the required business administration classes I need to transfer... but like.... I really don't know.

I'm thinking about maybe doing a minor in English (possibily creative writing), so I can teach english in Korea; or I can start a business like how I planned at the start of my college career. Literally, I'm just trying to somehow compromise my s.

AHHHHH i don't know what to do. I'm working hours a week while still being a full time student (almost wrote stupid.. because it's true. LOL)... asdfghkl.

I don't know I don't know I don't know.

It's easier said and done when people tell me to just change my major and do something I would like to do. However, that's not easy when you spent so much time, money, and stress with the you've already done.

everything. I'm going to die in a hole.

GOOD BYE FOREVER WORLD!

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HannaG #1 Sep 27, 2016 07:10:36

I just randomly came across this blog, hope you don't mind me sharing my experience. Next year is going to be my forth year in university (in my country we don't have colleges) I used to be an engineer in mining and oil, because thats what my parents wanted me to study (money), but I was depressed. I did not fit there, even my professors used to point out my lack of ability (crappy grades) as if I couldn't see it. After 3 years of wasting my time I took the architecture ability test of my uni and after 5+ hours of examen plus 4 month of waiting for the results I can finally be proud of being myself. I love art and being creative, I tried to be what everyone expected me to be but I can't live my life trying to please everyone. Do whatever seems right, be yourself and that's everything you would ever need ;)

Queenka94 #2 Sep 27, 2016 03:57:34

:3 I know (in a way) how you feel..
Ugh, that doesn't help you much though....hmm.
..Guess this is another reason why a lot of people just become youtubers. Or, like me are stuck because they can't seem to make up their minds. (Ughh, so embarrasing to admit to >///< )
Besides teaching english, what other subjects are you interested in teaching?

alyda11 #3 Sep 27, 2016 03:53:38

I faced the same problem too. My parents asked me to get a money-generating career such as business or doctor. But I choose to be a chemistry teacher instead. Sometimes I regretted it but for all those years struggling, I just kind of accept ot ady. Its a dilemma but I agree with nanaseirenishihara. You can choose that path or actually trying to venture in business for some time. Of course study but maybe you will fall in love with it when you officially working. Hope this helps.