Hi...

It's been a long time since I was here, sharing my thought. Like... deep thoughts.

It's 4 years already since I joined AFF. Time fies so fast huh? And it's been one year plus plus that I've been on hiatus. Too caught up with life stuffs and I can barely makes my time to visit this site so decided to take a break and focus on my real life. I started getting busy when I started futhering my tudies in Bachelor Degree. I thought I can handle two things at a time but I can't.  Lots of things happened though.

The moment I come back here, (Not a 'comeback' since I still didn't continue my fic - Zico, my y babysitter yet.) It doesn't feels the same anymore. Some of my friends I made during my days on AFF too are gone. Glad some of them are still here. Those who are gone, inactive etc. It is understandable. But, honestly I can't help feeling that I've lost some of my good old friends. The friends I made here, even though we never met in real life, I feel comfortable chatting and sharing stuffs with them. Fangirling together makes us bond closer. (IDK if I am the only one who feel like this) Hihi. It feels great to have someone who share the same interest with you. Sharing stories, biases, news together. I miss the feeling.

I first come to AFF in 2012 if I am not mistaken. I still didn't have an AFF account at that time. But I was fangirling for SuJu's EunHyuk like hell back then. Since I'm so in love with him. I google-ed everything about him until the back pages of Google's results. LOL. And then I found an article about EunHyuk and Gyuri's we got married. This fic. I didn't know that it was a fanfiction back then. I was curious so I keep on reading and doubted why I've never heard of their WGM on the internet? So I keep searching for Eunhyuk's tags and come to realise that t was all just a make-believe story. It was fun to read. And then, I made an account just to subscribe to all those fics. Haha but the moment I made an account, I already a die-hard-fan of Block B. It was Ukwon at that time. That explains why I only subscribed Block B's stories only. Hoho. 

Before this, I thought that I was the only one who will create a make-believe story in my head and use idols as the stars. Innocent huh? LOL. But since I found this site, I knew that I wasn't the only one and it feels good to know that there are a lot of people too besides me. I love it when peoples are commenting and interacting with me when I write stories. I just feel so good to know that we here, in the community are sharing the same interests and passions regardless of who we are and where did we come from. Seriously, it feels great.

TBH, One of the reason I lost interest in this site is when it become to Exoriented and it's hard to find other band's fiction anymore. But what can I do about that. It's not anyone's fault. The fandom is big and of course, author writes what they are interested in, what they like and that's how it supposed to be. Me, as an author too will only write about what I am interested in only. Hihi. But it is just my personal feeling. Please no offense :)

I was planning to make a comeback but I'm not too sure when. I really want to finish my fic and starts another. Actually, there's a lot of ideas and drafts in my Laptop but I don't want to write it halfway in case I can't dedicated my full time for this. So I decided to finish it one by one. The drafts is all Block B's fics and they are getting older I doubt the characters they play in my draft will still suit them anymore. Ahahahahah

It's 12.54 AM already. And I need to go. Tomorrow I'll be back to my university. The semester break is over and now I need to break a leg for my final year. Wish me all the best chingus. I really hope I'll be here again like I did before. Sorry for the long post. Just feels like writing tonight. Hehe ^^

Love,
-Danielle-