bts rambling
im back with another blogpost partly because im bored and partly because i have no one to talk to since im home and in my room 95% of my time at home..
im seriously going crazy nowadays because i have never felt so hyped up about k-idols or groups and it felt so weird... but still it has not gotten to the point where like im madly in love or stuff like that. im very realistic so i dont imagine scenarios where i will meet bts or going on date with them stuff like that because the chances of that happening are very low.
my first bias in bts was jungkook and now its both jungkook and yoongi but i guess i dont stan jungkook as much as yoongi anymore. there are times that i would squeal when i see jungkook (on screen through my phone or laptop) but yoongi made me smile and laugh a lot more compared to jungkook. actually its not about his joke or stuff like that but his savageness(?). of course if anyone do that to me in real life i would be shocked but watching it through the screen was different. most of the time is because i agree with him and sometimes he's adorable. i have also seen lots of people getting emotional on twitter when yoongi released his mixtape. i was so proud of him too but when people say that they can totally relate to his whole mixtape it felt really weird. like some part of his mixtape is about his life pursuing music and if people say they can totally relate it means that they are pursuing music as well? i dont think people pursuing music will have time going on social media all the time so i had mixed feelings about that. i believe that every single individual live a different life with each other and its not possible for you to live the same life as others. there might be similarities but there must be at least one thing that differentiate your life with others. probably im overthinking and over analysing stuff but this thought has been on my head for quite a time and i hope writing this down could make me feel better..
thanks for reading and bye!
i forgot to write this down earlier... JIMIN IS SUCH AN ANGEL. his smile melts me and he's such a cutie >///< he's wrecking my bias list omg... the way he would take care of the members... he's so kind<3 and jin as well... im so wrecked T^T
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