Ok for the past two weeks i've been super bitter with my family and still am.

I will sound like an immature-spoliled brat below but bear with me.

 After a year and a half i finally finished my bachelor degree and i graduated first class.

So the thing is my younger sister are also working on her bachelor degree now. We got our previous semester's result last two weeks.

I scored 4.0 for that semester but my sister failed one paper.

I got it she sad that she have to take that subject again next semester ( im sorry for her too)

but the thing is am i NOT ALLOWED to feel happy for my result??! I mean i worked my arse off for it but everyone in my family are sad for her. Everyone like in a mourning period for her.

Up until today nobody i mean NOBODY in the family still hasnt congratulates me. Its not that im so despreate for their recognition but come on i deserve that. Not everyday i get to score 4.0. 

Idk just so upset and feel left out. I dont blame my sister for what happen but sometimes i despise her.

There i said it. Thanks for spending your precious time reading my useless rant.

P/s: for my drabble subscriber i got new update coming up soon. Sorry for not updating for almost a decade. Blerghhh~~