Tmw you think you're best friends with someone, who you think is your best friend but turns out they're just like everyone else too. I knew I should've never trusted them. 

There were the signs and just ugh eventually happened. I shouldn't have  let myself get so close to them when they didn't even care in the first place, they stopped calling me their best friend and I should've noticed it sooner. They couldn't handle me either. Wtf is wrong with me.

am I unlike able? 

They ignore me too and don't even bother to ask me what's wrong when or just ugh sighs I'm so exhausted 

I want a real best friend...): do they not even exist anymore? Sighs.  I'm just closing my walls now, that's the last time I give someone all my time to be treated like this in the end and putting my guard up from now on. I'll just have to keep walls on and not wear my heart on my sleeve except when I'm being myself idk

I mean What do I do wrong? Ugh.