I just need anyone to share my thoughts with, right now I just thinked of my future, I graduated from high school and I bring a degree is a good degree in my country but it wasn't the one that will let me go to medicine school, I took the university exam and it lower her more , so I decided to see what other majors that i like and would love to take to be honest a lot of them I can accepted in but me as myself I know I wouldn't like it at all even if they were have a good future so i put biology and I accepted in , but now and i see my friends two of them accepted in our university in medicine and one go study abroad medicine and a lot of them went to engineering half of them didn't go to our official university but at the end they will be , and i see my self i was better than them in school but they went to somethings they loved and i am not , I wanted to study abroad but my family disagreed and to be honest i am with them in this I can't be in my own alone in a country I don't know anybody in , right now I have two oppositions, the first one is I quite biology and take my university exam again so my degree will back to 90s and wait until the next year to see if pharmacy can take me cause the lowest grade they took was 89 so i have a chance but it's so hard cause first they maybe took higher than 89 in the next year and I wouldn't have a chance cause if I can make it in pharmacy I can bring high marks and went to medicine school and make my dream come true, or the second option that I quite uni and go back to my school I can take my 12 grade again so instead I just wait a whole year in my first option I have a chance to higher my degree and all these information I took them I think it will be easy for me but  I don't know what I will choose continue biology or try pharmacy or go back to high school:\ but I don't care if I take some years of my life to make my dream come true