hi,,,,,,, you can hear me sobbing if you listen really close. 

IT'S IN THE MIDDLE OF SUMMER AND I AM SO BORED. Summer is supposed to be all bright and sunny and nice and all rainbows but 
i am not getting any fun out of this summer at all. I live in a small town where rich people live (except that we're not rich) and we've been living her for two years now and I WANT TO STOP COUNTING and i want to move out right now asap. I just feel like I don't belong here. They said that teenage life should be thrilling but I can't even bring myself to step out of our front door. 

I spend so much time on the internet looking at people's lives and just stalking them. Yes, I feel jealous. I haven't felt this much jealousy before, and I feel like I'm morphing into a meaner person – I'm probably the nicest person you'll ever meet and I always get sorted into hufflepuff but let's see if that changes. I feel so homesick and lonely. I just miss how everything was nice back then and now, I can't bring myself to like even a single bit in this life. Sighs. Does anyone feel the same way as I do?