So there's a guy, a good guy, hitting on me. And he's serious and genuine about it. He's kind, well mannered, independent, and smart. He doesn't look bad either and he accepts me as I am - or as he said so. He even drove to my hometown and my mom seemed to enjoy his company over his visit.

I should be feeling giddy and all since he's, like, the first guy that actually fulfills some of my type; well-mannered, responsible, mature, and has the sense of leadership.

But why am I feeling nothing?

Meanwhile this best friend of mine (yes the girl from my old post) has just told me that she missed me so bad and wanted to see me before the holiday finished, and my tummy instantly felt funny that I couldn't stop smiling.

Can someone help me to control this feeling?

I used to be fine and chill, but now the more kind and serious this guy is being to me, the more guilty I feel since I know, deep down there, I don't feel the same way as he does.

Should I give it a try with him?