So today was a really rough day for me. I had people tell me straight in the face they do not trust me and they never will. To make matters worst, they're my family. I dont know if there are people out there who feels the same way as I do but I think it hurts you the most when someone who you think you can depend on and fall back onto whenever you needed them is the one who is making you feel bad about yourself. I mean this whole week is like a super rush week and my assignments are almost due as well. To hear someone say such things only adds on to my things to stress or worry about. It doesnt help that the only place I cry at is the toilet because I dont even have complete privacy in my own room. It is times like these that I hate the most. Feeling so weak and vulnerable and having no one to talk to or go through it with me. I just feel so hurt today. I feel stressed out and lonely. I just want to take a walk or clear my mind but of course, my family would b against it and there's like tons of asssignments that I still have to do. Anyone out there for me to talk to?