Hello

Hi

Halo

Good morning/afternoon/evening/night wherever you are xD

This is my first post in AFF so yeah... I'M STILL NEWBIE HERE T^T

And English is not my first language so bear with my broken English, okay?

I need a lot of courage to post this blog since i'm a shy person and not confident enough. I'm struggling here to choose university and major which i will take.

I'm taking IELTS course at the moment but I want to study about cinematography. Until now i don't find any university around ASEAN (but outside Indonesia) which has that subject. There is one in Indonesia but if I study there, then for what do i have to prepare for the IELTS exam? It costs a lot for your information.

But think about it again, can i take part in a job that fits with what i have studied about? If it is, do i gain much salary? 

My family doesn't force me to take what i don't love to. Business is common for us so study about this can give a lot of advantage, but that is what i'm not fond of. Being a programmer is cool in my opinion, but i'm not so smart to be able to think what commands i should use. How about being a film director and storywriter? Those are my future goals but my imagination and i cannot write any story because of my shyness, furthermore can I be happy doing this job?