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PROFILE INFORMATION
BIRTH NAME  daul kim 김다울
BIRTH DATE  march 1st (24)
GENDER      Female
ETHNICITY   korean
COUNTRY OF  seoul, south korea
ORIGIN  



PROFILE ID  DA_OOL
ALIAS       DEX

PASSWORD    SED

MOBILE      SAMSUNG GALAXY S7
PHONE #     02-998-3466


JOB         MODEL, SPOKESMODEL             FOR TOM FORD
CURRENCY    EUROS
BANK ACC    €2,080,225 / $2,304,681
 
APPEARANCE
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PROFILE PICTURES

FACE CLAIM  SOO JOO PARK
BACK UP FC  sora choi

HEIGHT      179 CM OR 5FT 9IN
WEIGHT      54 KG OR 119 LB
HAIR COLOR  platinum blonde

EYE  COLOR  brown

MISC FEATURES 
with a preference for cleanliness, a sort of purity that needs not be tampered with, daul doesn't lean toward many accessories or body modifications, keeping her image as orderly and pure as possible. bleached hair, dark roots barely visible atop the crown of her head, hair that lacks life from copious amounts of styling, falls limply, framing her sharp jaw and ending a little past the prominent collarbones of her chest. eyes sharp and lips that perk into a natural pout; skin that's spotless, vacuous and pale, translucent and dull. daul doesn't strike as a conventional beauty. she turns heads, yes, her impossibly lanky build bringing her to a much taller height than most; her arms and legs thin — weak and fragile. despite the ill-form of health she carries, daul does her best to maintain the fragility of her aesthetic; an uninterrupted ticker in the back of her brain that reminds her that gaining a single kilogram will lead to a significant loss in job opportunities. daul possess a unique beauty, an avant garde sort of pulchitrude that fits the allure of her occupation. unconventional. 

TATTOO a tiny, almost unnoticeable tattoo on the inner part of daul's left wrist; inked on the pale skin is a cross and a name written in hangul. "
김다은" — in memory of her late sister, kim daeun. 
PIERCINGS daul possesses the simple lobe piercings, nothing more. she keeps small diamond studs on to make sure they don't close over.
GLASSES when daul isn't on the runway, she opts for round wire-rimmed glasses as her eyesight is a little less than perfect. when her working circumstances demand otherwise, she will wear contacts. however, daul completely prefers the glasses as she finds contacts a hassle and with the spectacles perched on her face, it makes her a tad more unrecognisable to the select few (who are particularly fond of the modelling industry) that might find her face familiar.   

#OOTD nothing beats a t-shirt and a pair of jeans. throw on some boots, sneakers, or maybe some heels if she's feeling fancy. put a jacket on top of it (a bomber, a peacoat, whatever she feels fits) and she's pretty much set to go. modesty is key.

    
 
personal INFORMATION
ABOUT ME  it's rather tiring — the modelling industry; its demands, the outrageous expectations that are to be lived up to. that eats me raw from the inside out. i'm not even sure i know who i am anymore. the darkness, this depressive state, it's too much, it dims my judgement and leaves me to rot — skin and bone: a carcass of the fashion industry. how did i end up here? i just wanted to do something for myself — not for anyone else, not for the cameras or the prestigious s that have come to dictate how i should live my life. i thought i was doing something in my own interest yet somehow, i ended up as depressed as ever. i wanna live for myself. for my sister. to be happy. do whatever the i want. for once. 

PERSONALITY 

  ISFJ-T
    '
THE ADVENTURER'
       CHAOTIC NEUTRAL
 
              MOURN IN EXCESS


PLEASE PLEASE reticent, honest, intuitive, self-kept, autonomous JUST LIVE FOR THE DAY cynical, despondent, standoffish, unsympathetic, impetuous     TAKE IT ALL

 

there's stages of grievance; a sort of sequence of events and feelings you're supposed to feel when a loved one passes away. it's supposed to get better. for daul, though, it just never ended. it never got better.

unable to express a persona of her own, it seems that depression has come to form the type of human she is, not even certain if she had a personality to begin with. she can't find it, any redeeming qualities she might have possessed were shovelled and buried under a soil of melancholy. cynical; snarking and throwing phrases that ooze with sarcasm, incapable of saying anything that doesn't make her sound like she'd rather be dead. daul doesn't speak much, but when she chooses to, it's impartial, she has no time or care to sugarcoat. uncaring and unsympathetic; daul refuses to get too attached, to bring herself into others troubles or worries. 

for some time, daul had found that she was able to block off emotions that caused her too much distress. the anger, the anxiety; only the desolation remained, being one of the major factors that held her together — a sort of unwavering emotional unavailability that maintained her state of being. kept the gears oiled and turning. to some extent. 

for some time now, daul had lived by routine. it kept her sanity, and made sure she didn't sway. she's finally starting to let her emotions control her actions; daul's ready to live a little more arbitrarily — be impulsive and do whatever the hell she wants. no more holding back.  
 


HASHTAGS #maddepressed 
#whendoesitend #missyoudaeun #richaf #whattheamidoing  
#tiredaf   #sleepallday 
#stillcutetho #sed #tallgirlproblems
#weathersniceuphere 

#nothisisntmyrealhaircolor 
#whatwilllgowrongnext       #growinguped 
#notdepressedenoughtomakegoodart

#artwork  #shoutouttovangogh
#420blazeit


HOME BASE daul owns a three bedroom apartment in gangnam, seoul, south korea. she also owns an apartment in paris, france and los angeles, california, but her current job requirements leads to her to live primarily in her housing in seoul.   
HOME STRUCTURE daul shares the apartment with her younger sister, dasom. however, as of current, dasom lives on campus at her university and only comes back during some given weekends (usually if there's a special occasion or if she's feeling rather homesick and tired of the university workload) or during summer/winter vacation. on occasion, daul's boyfriend, taehyun, will stay over.  

S.ECONOMIC STATUS upperclass 
UAL ORIENTATION panual
RELATIONSHIP STATUS taken / complicated

BACKGROUND CHECK 
two years ago, her sister took her own life. two years ago, daul's life crumbled to pieces. 
it was two years ago, when daul took her younger sister and ran away to seoul.
two years ago, the last time she saw her parents. 

it's been two years since the depression has been with her, relentless, waves constantly crashing and drowning her in her own thoughts.

how didn't i notice?

why couldn't i save her?
  

TRIVIA 
CANNABIS
she doesn't like to admit it whatsoever but daul has become rather dependent on the use of . it calms her anxiety and puts her in a state of mind in which she doesn't have to worry about the misery that clouds her usual life. daul had become involved with the trafficking of the substance but only very minimally — casually selling to coworkers and acquaintances. because she often smokes , dual makes it a habit to carry around a bottle of perfume and redness reducing eyedrops. she's highly reliant on cannabis and feels ansty and jittery if she goes long periods without it — mostly her anxiety that brings her to such a state of mind.   
ARTIST if there's one thing daul still has love for, it's art. in whatever spare time she can gather, you'd usually find her locked in a bedroom of her apartment that she had converted into a studio — painting, drawing, sculpting even. she doesn't sell her art or show it off to anyone (she does want to have her own exhibition sometime in her life) but she has a true love for the practise; it's not only a pass time but a true passion. the only thing she can fully express herself in. 
LOVE AFFAIRS it's not so much a secret that daul's relationship with taehyun is not very stable. dasom, daul's sister, is very aware of the love affair daul has with sihan, but has chosen to keep shut in order to keep a little peace around. daul doesn't feel any particular regret for her actions — she doesn't feel much at all — but she still tries to hide it from taehyun. sihan is fully aware of taehyun's existence and whilst he feels horrible of ruining their relationship, it might be buried deep within sihan somewhere, a feeling where he might actually care for daul and eventually, be something a little more than a fling. 
JOB daul absolutely hates her job. she hates the expectations put upon her, the outrageous standards that they all must live up to. however, she's stagnant; it's great money, she's well known in the industry — she can't exactly back out anymore. due to her job, daul travels a lot, hence why she owns apartments on three different continents of the world. daul is currently doing promotions and shoots in south korea (she is also still a full south korean citizen) and so she currently does not have any plans to fly back to the states or paris.
JOB BACKGROUND  daul was scouted in the streets of seoul. she's been modelling for four years. signed to multiple agencies on different continents. extremely well known. spokesmodel for tom ford, graced the cover of vogue four times for four different countries.   
REASONING simply put, daul's bored. depressed. she wants a little thrill in her life (no pun intended). she had always done things for others and done what she perceives as 'right' but now she's ready to break out of that. let loose. break some laws. 
EUROS other than south korea, daul spends much of her time in europe; many of the designers she works under residing there. therefore, daul likes to keep her currency in euros. it's rarely a hassle to convert to korean won, and she doesn't have to do much as she usually won't buy anything too extravagant. she does, however, have a side account that's in korean won that she uses to transfer to her younger sister to pay for whatever she must — university fees, textbooks, luxuries. 
PARENTS daul still financially supports her parents back home in busan but refuses to see them. they took her sisters suicide as an act of cowardice and for that, daul can never forgive them.   
 
QUESTIONAIRE
do you want to be a solo or a duo
SOLO

ARE YOU A RESIDENT OF S. KOREA
 A. YES
 B. NO

IF NO STATE WHY YOU ARE HERE

n/a

where did you hear about thrill?
 a. advertisements
 b. naver search
 c.
word of mouth
 d. youtube
 e.
other 
(daul had heard through many of her coworkers overseas; models that would travel to south korea for modelling commitments that were rather lengthy would always speak of participating (or atleast wanting to) in THRILL and how it was a great getaway from the strenuous lifestyle of the model industry.)

have you watched thrill before?
 a.
yes
 b. no

HAVE YOU PARTICIPATED IN THRILL BEFORE (BY GIVING MISSIONS OUT)?
 A.
YES
 B. NO

do you know anyone that has PLAYED THRILL BEFORE?
 A.
YES

 B. NO

if you said yes, who played it?
 a. family member
 b. friend
 c.
coworker
 D. neighbor
 e. classmate
 F. CELEBRITY
 G. other 
(indicate who)

have you committed a crime or HAVE beEN accused of committing a crime before?
 A.
YES
 B. NO

IF YES, WHAT CRIME DID YOU COMMIT

possession, trafficking and usage of illegal substances (cannabis) — no official record of daul using the substances. 

WOULD YOU RISK your life and savings to win thrill?
 a.
yes
 b. no

WOUld you risk YOUR CAREER AND reputation TO WIN THRILL?
 A.
YES
 B. NO

WOULD you risk the lives of your family and friends to win thrill?
 A. YES

 B. NO

would you risk the lives of strangers and enemies to win thrill?
 a. yes
 b.
no

what is the minimum amount of money you want to win from thrill?

€100 — i'm not in it for the money. 

what is the maximum amount of money you want to win from thrill? 
€500,000,000 — i don't need the money, i put a randomized amount. again, i'm not here for the money. 

DO YOU EXPECT TO WIN THRILL?
 A. YES
 B.
NO

ANY COMMENTS/QUESTIONS? n/a
 
(partially inspired by late model daul kim, r.i.p.)
 
Contact
01
김다솜
sister
dasom became one of the only people that's aware of daul's mental state; her issues, her grievances, the darkness that manifests within. it's not to say that dasom doesn't regret the death of her sister but there are hurdles to overcome and although dasom had gotten over it, daul just cant seem to haul herself over the barricade. since daul doesn't particularly keep in contact with her parents anymore, her sister is the closest family she has. her sister is also arguably, the closest person daul has in her life. they don't chat on the daily or anything, neither daul or dasom like to talk too much about their issues (or whatever madness that goes on in their brains) but they're relatively closeknit; daul often being the first person that dasom would turn to if she needed help (usually financially). daul pays all the fees for dasom's tertiary education. although daul chooses not to speak to her parents anymore, dasom still travels back to their hometown in busan, once a year, to see them.

"i love daul. she means well. but she's not okay. i don't know how to help her anymore."  
 
Contact
02
방태현
boyfriend
dating for almost four years, it would be assumed that taehyun would know daul like the back of his hand. however, after the death of daeun two years ago, taehyun can't seem to understand daul anymore. they're not intimate much and because of daul's busy schedule, it's not often that they can be with eachother. regardless, taehyun still frequently checks up on daul. he partially finds that it's his duty to, he's not sure he loves her like he used to but leaving her while she's in such a mental state just never played out well in his head. daul appreciates him but can't exactly express herself properly — she won't go to him with her problems (not that she'd go to anyone) and it's become more and more stale whenever they're together. they relationship isn't moving anywhere but daul is too vacant to do anything about it and taehyun doesn't think it would be any good for her mental health.

"i'll always be there for her. i have to be."   




 
 
Contact
03
손시한
neighbour
two doors down from daul's apartment in gangnam lives sung sihan. daul wouldn't pin their relationship as real or close or anything like that, but daul lacks contacts and well, to the extent in which she sees sihan, she might as well consider him a close contact. they had met roughly one year ago, when sihan had moved into the complex. one thing escalated to the next, and so to make a long story short — daul is sleeping with him. there's nothing emotional (sihan often says that daul's eyes are rather void of life and it scares him) involved whatsoever. taehyun seems to be mildly aware of this but hasn't pieced everything together just yet (nor would he have the heart to confront her). daul doesn't know much about sihan at all (and vice versa); she thinks he's a little too lively for her tastes and that he often comes home intoxicated. that is the extent of her knowledge of sihan. he hasn't admitted it  to himself let alone daul, but he thinks his feelings extend a little past "friends with benefits." 

"daul is gorgeous. seems like she doesn't know it. i want to talk about things to her but our relationship doesn't really go beyond that." 
 
Contact
04
류원정
coworker/friend
the coworker who had told daul about thrill in the beginning was wonjung. again, daul isn't exactly close to wonjung but because of her reclusive nature, decides that he's close enough to be included. they're signed under the same modelling agency in both new york and south korea. wonjung is also currently residing in seoul and she occasionally sees him at modelling gigs. all of their conversations are usually rather superficial and wonjung is very self-kept, rarely telling much about himself. he hears about how daul wants to "do something fun" and that is when he suggests thrill and shows her what it's about. he doesn't exactly tell her that he's participated in it but he's definitely eluded to it.

"she's sweet. i don't know what else to say." 
 
 
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sensory deprivation

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winning

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