so for starters, I'm sorry. I know most of you might be mad or upset or probably don't care and some might be understanding. My last blog, I had mention I am pregnant so I have very little time to update. working, doctors appointments, and among other things. however, that's not all the happened. On April 14 my little sister most of you have seen her in my stories, the girl name lisa in you're my prisoner, also the girl in the zombie outbreak that's also name lisa. She's also in my older stories as well. anyways. she's my real sister. the 5 child out of the 11 kids my mom have. that fateful day, her life was cut short. her drunk boyfriend decided to race another driver and her boyfriend's car sped out of control and hit a high curve and wrapped around a tree. my sister passed away while the en bastard she called boyfriend lived. I been trying to get justice for her. finally justice will be served this monday. I haven't been updating because I am stil in mourning. I am also in my third trimester in my pregnancy. I will be having my baby boy on august. So I'm sorry again for lagging on you guys. but it not intentional. I can't promise when i will update but i will. just I don't know at the moment. I might get back to it on my maternity leave from my work i would have more time to update. i love you guys. and thanks for alway anticpating on my updates. thanks for following me on this journey. here's a pic of my sister she was beautiful, loved kpop, my first reader and fan. she was part of my motivation. my little sister the one that i hold close in my heart. with tears in my eyes as i write this. if you guys had known her, there wouldn't be a day full of excitement. she love to live freely. she was outgoing, look at the world in a positive vibe. i miss her so much it so hard to get pass especially in my current condition. but thank you guys if you had read this i hope that you guys understand my reason. i'm so sorry again. R.I.P baby :'(