So here I am again explaining why the heck was I not updating in forever.

And no, this is not some petty boy talk.

Nope.

A few months ago I went to the doctor because of recurrent illness and the general practitioner wait for it- referred me to a psychiatrist, because they all thought that it was all psychologically manifested.

Yes.

I was referred to a shrink.

And before  you all judge me, no I’m not crazy or bipolar whatnot.

I was not surprisingly diagnosed with anxiety and clinical depression.

Is it too bad?

Well not really, but I do get random mood crashes from time to time so I intentionally avoid emotional clicks.

And The Awkward Hybrid updates were pretty much affected by this because it can trigger the crash.

And no it’s not just eating icecream and breakdowns.

It’s more like crying for hours when you want to stop and you become so tired that even the exhaustion makes you cry more.

I’m not really good at describing how it feels but heck I didn’t even know that this was already going on during my college years.

Yes, I’ve already graduated from college.

So yeah…

I really couldn’t elaborate this more so I hope you guys understand.

I’m sorry that I couldn’t say sorry enough.

And I’d like to tell you all that I’m thankful for all of you guys that cheer me up in my wall, PM’s and comments. You guys are awesome for still reading the junks I have.

I hope you do anticipate my updates since I’m working on it little by little.

And honestly, I’ve been trying hard to be happy again.

So yeah! I’m back on track now, well I think I am, and may you all look after some more , ONESHOTS, AND EPIC CHAPTERS!!!

YYYYYEEEEEEAAAAAHHHH

Thanks my lovelies!

I’M OFFICIALLY BACK ES!!!!!!

~Lexi