Done With Life

So I have these habits...

 
Of making bad decisions. I hate making decisions because i'm too scared I might regret them. Well, my decisions aren't totally bad but the thing is, they change almost overnight.
 
All the reason as to why I never (or not most of the time) finish most of what I decide to do.
 
Because I never stick to what I choose. Quite dramatic but heh.
 
You might not get me but, here's a more specific elaboration.
 
A few months back, i've been interested with Tumblr. Yes, Tumblr. The blog slash picture slash whatever site? Or the half social network half blog site. Whichever you prefer. So yeah, I had been interested with that.
 
Oh another thing, I get interested on random stuff way too easily.
 
One of my friends had started a Tumblr account and I found it fascinating so I made an account and everything. After a day of doing so i've already lost interest.
 
Being interested in more random stuff followed. I even wanted to try being a Youtuber (my former classmate's already a kind of famous youtuber, yeah wow). Now Asianfanfics. I've written sooooooo (many o's because they're alot. And that's already an understatement) unfinished stories (on Wattpad) so I grabbed one and continued writing it here on AFF.
 
Which was SITM (some of you might have read that) and now... (Guess what?)
 
Yes, i've already lost interest. DAMMIT. Maybe because I didn't actually like the flow i've been writing it with (even though there's still just one chapter) and because for goddamnsake the finished product of the second chapter was FREAKING DELETED. YES HOLY HELL IT WAS.
 
So yeah. And my next interest is... Wordpress. Or writing blogs. 
 
Actually? I've already been interested with this, around a month ago but idk a just stopped. And then here goes the interest again.
 
I'm such a potato. No maybe a carrot. 
 
Or a cookie. Because cookies are so much better tasting and are so cute.
 
Lmao i'm done. Sooo done.

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sleepingprince
#1
I think maybe its because you still havent found the right one ...