I hope this blog post reaches the large (for me) amount of subscribers i have on "Use Your Thoughts - No, Words."

I am deciding to completely STOP updating this fic, and here is a detailed breakdown on WHY. I will NOT, however, stop writing smaller one-shots. I have been struggling with this, but here I go.

1. It is not going the way I wanted it to. This is my fault, and I should not have put it out in the first place. I attribute this to me being excited about regaining control on this 4-year old account and wanting to jump right into writing fics. I apologize to those who have read since the beginning, since it is my fault the story is all twisted, convoluted, going in a million different directions with no joining. The chapters I have written were mostly to get into the writing groove and thus each chapter has its own plot and the romance, you all, it actually gone. I decided that I, as an author in the space, must be able to balance writing romance and action/Sci-Fi plots together instead of dumping information on the audience, who came for a simple romance story. I need to focus and hone my ability in writing each genre by itself, then perhaps both at the same time. I am a newb writer, so please bear that in mind, but I do own up to my mistake. 

2. While writing it, I realized it was more an EXO than Seventeen fic. I actually am VERY sorry about this. I love both bands a lot, but one comment on the story woke me up to the fact that the plot was inching further and further away from Seventeen and going somewhere else completely. It is. I then thought to myself, "If you are including EXO in this, and you're making them more complex than the main character, then shouldn't it be an EXO fic completely?" I am sorry for those who came for Seventeen. This is my fault for getting absorbed in my own AU reather than wriring what I CAME FOR, which was Seventeen. 

3. The plot is very confusing and I think only I fully understand it. I have a LOT of docs just devoted to this fic, and it's all EXO related. I have enough information to write an EXO fic, so I might just. The plot was supposed to be heavily centered around Jeonghan and Seungcheol, and I messed it up, since all my notes point to Kyungsoo being the main character in this. As the audience, I have also received comments saying they don't really understand the "aura" concept, and I am very sorry for not delving further into it. You know, I thought I would bore you guys if I wrote about it :^(, and now I realize I should have. The rest of the plot, oh boy, is very complicated, so perhaps an EXO-focused fic is in order to explain the rest of it. . .I am sorry.

Thank you all for reading this and once again, I apologize to the internet readers for letting you down. I own up to it!