Rant

I hate interview.

I have this kind of anxiety where I dont want to attend any iv especially when it comes to verbal interview. 

I hate myself for not being confident enough T.T

How I wish i wasn't a part of the candidatesT.T

How to even talk comfortably infront of the interviewers.

 

I really wanna curse rn because.of this one.iv and I feel like i wanna cryin *sobbing in the ugliest manner*

 

I hate to rhink about what I have said to the panel after the iv finished. I hate to think about how should I answer them in better way after the session end. I hate myself for being freeze on the spot because I cant think of a better answer during the iv and I hate myself for only able to answer with a proper answer after the iv end T T

 

IHATEMYSELFFORGATINGTHEINTERVIEW.

IHATEMYSELFFORFAILING THE IV FOR MANY TIMES. I just want to cry. 

Look at what a simple iv have done to me. im crying 

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sleepingprince
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Its normal to feel nervous .. but you can overcome it . Try to listen to some songs or do anything that makes you feel relax. If you can really cant think of a proper way to answer than just answer spontaneously. I know its not easy but somehow if you try relax and practise more you will be fine. Believe in yourself and believe more in your dreams. Fighting. You can do it.