I'm little down and I want to write to someone.. So I decided that I should write here. I know there is not so many people who will read this but I will feel better if I write my feelings down.. 

Last year, I started univ as a student of Business Economy. Truth to be told, I didn't want to study that but my dad was "oh, your sister was a student of B.E. so go there. If you have any problem, she can help you!". Yeah, right! My sister done her univ last year and was 1st year 5 years ago. Like she remembers anything! -.-" Neitherless, I listened my dad's "advice" and enrolled my self as a student of B.E. Well, it didn't go well and I often fought with my father. Cried a lot too! I often got comments from him that I'm stupid, how can't I pass some exam like my sister and so on and so on. He doesn't understand that me and my sister aren't the same and that I will never be the same as her. It's just.....  I didn't done 1st year and changed my studies to Tourism Business this year. The exam month is here and we have last colloquims now. This week I had like 2 writing colloquims and 1 oral (that's tomorrow). Last week I was doing writing colloquim from Basic of Financial Management. I passed the tasks but didn't theory (which I don't know how happened). Tonight I got my results and my dad is again mad and yeeling at me. Okay, he gone to sleep 15 mins ago but still. I don't know! I feel like I can't take it anymore. We are again fighting even tough I'm giving my best. It's just too much for me to bear. I just want to quit everything and run away somewhere where no one knows me. 

I'm happy that you can't see me right now because I'm crying here. I don't know! Hopefully someone will understand me. T_T I want someone to understand me but I feel like no one does. Am I asking too much? 

Thank you guys for reading. Love you all