(Rant ? Ahead ??!!)

MY QUEENS.

   4Minute is the only girl group I bias 100% with all my heart, and soul, AND I'M SO??? ??? ?? IS THIS THE REAL LIFE, IS THIS JUST FANTASY, CAUGHT IN A LANDSLIDE NO ESCAPE FROM REALITY. I can't accept it, I'm still in shock I've nearly ranted to all my friends, kpop and non-kpop people and I don't know how to deal with this.

  I mean, I kind of expected it ever since for-ing-ever (ok that's a lie. I've expected something as bad as the disbandment ever since teasers for Hate were dropped) but it still doesn't make it any less sad. My queens pull several concepts good, their songs are amazing, they're amazing, talented, and kind people. They're one of the legends and wow ok all the legendary groups are dropping members and/or disbanding and wow what is a kpop I do not know a kpop. (Kidding)

  I HATE it when people say that Cube gives appropriate attention to them because they don't!! Sure, Hyuna's promoted good but I mean - Hyuna has expressed it multiple times that even though she loves doing solo work, she'd choose 4Minute promotions and activities over it in a heartbeat. She's happiest when she promotes along side her members and the fact that the possibility of her being the only one left in cube makes me so sad ??!!! I'm praying that Hyuna wouldn't be left alone, it'll break my heart even more.

  I know there are resentments against Cube (4Minute has expressed this during interviews. Gayoon always goes ". . . . ." whenever someone asks about what they think of the company). Hell, 4nias promote the group better than Cube. AND!! 7 years and my sweethearts didn't even have a solo concert, do you know how sad that makes me? I'm just so so so sad, we have school tomorrow and I'm a mess from all of this. Idk how to function anymore, I've been listening to Seokjin's covers and it's making me more sad and I'm probably gonna avoid all social media possible.

  I already accept it, it was inevitable, but the reality is making me so so so so sad.