I was studying. I was studying before. Before when my brother was screaming his lungs out right outside my room and wouldn't shut up when I told him to. I was studying from when I woke up to night now. Six ing hours. Isn't it enough? Do you have to laugh and mock me for "pretending to study": for wanting to watch an episode of my drama at night when I've been studying all morning and afternoon; for locking myself in the house all week and studying whilst doing all the house work so you'll have less to do when you go to work? Is it not enough that i've done nothing but studying and housework all week? Do you have to stand in front of my door and ing laugh at me when i'm obviously upset at you and ignoring you? You make me wish I was never born; i know i'm not the favourite or best child anyway. You know what? I was actually glad that I got a few extra hours of free time today to do some things I actually enjoy, but now my mood is completely ruined. Thanks a lot. Love you lots dad xoxo