feeling down.

I've actually came to the conclusion that I'm not satisfied with my story as much as I thought, and so are the subscribers.
I don't know, I do my best to entertain readers during the chapters, I even spend lot of my time editing characters' pics because ehi, maybe someone will like them ! But there's no response at all.
I've written the stile for the fifth chapter already but I don't feel like writing it that much. Because I'm just like " subscribers wouldn't like it anyway ". When I say that I really care about their opinion, I'm sincere. I lose confidence in myself and in my ' skills ' so easily and when I don't see participation/appreciation/even just an opinion from people it gets even worse.

I don't know. Maybe I'm just not good enough and people are just trying to tell me that.
I was proud of " Chosen By Darkness ", but now .... I don't really know anymore.

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IamTamed26 #1 Jul 6, 2016 08:42:26

the doubts and insecurities you feel towards your writing is a normal thing and could help you grown as a writer AND as a person... and I'm not sure if it would make a difference to you, but I really love your fic and I'm constantly checking aff to see if you've updated or not.. believe me, I really love your work and I'm sure I'm not the only one

yooangi #2 Jul 6, 2016 05:29:04

Omg I only saw this now, one month after >< I'm so so so so so sorry... I think it's pretty normal to feel this way. I don't write as much as you do but I draw and I constently feel the same. But you have to tell yourself that there will always be somebody who would admire you and would like to be as good as you. There'll always be this person. UUUUGH I FEEL SO BAD FOR YOU!!!! But yeah change your routine, take a break and tell yourself what I told you... I really it got better (i'll send you a dm on insta) <3 ily

SpartAce_shipper13 #3 Jun 9, 2016 03:04:07

Isn't it normal for a writer to feel that way? Lol. Just remember you can always improve. You can ask then what they think about your stories, read more and write more. If you're feeling down, take a break from everything. Change your routine, read a good book, watch a good movie, anything that will make you feel good and then you can continue writing. Idk if that would work, but I hope it helps! :)