Hey guys, I'm back from the 'dead' and I'm basically on a roll. 

But not that I win or anything. 

I just felt like I've matured a lot. Especially after I've completed my Matriculation. And I'm also officially 19. 

I've a new boyfriend by the way. Malay, a year older, nice and good looking too (For me at least)

We've been together for 3 weeks now but I basically knew him for a month. I know it's a bit fast, isn't it?

But I do think that true love exists and that destiny do play a role. 

What are the odd of me and him, being my old senior at my old school and his sister knows my sister, I know his friends and he knows my friends but we never met each other before at school and I flat out didn't know him before and fast forward 4-5 years to today, we've met on Wechat using people nearby.

It's funny when I think about it. It's like we were supposed to meet now, where both of us are now more mature and are ready to love each other.

And it's even cooler if you know how I first met him. Legit I tell you, destiny do play a role and it has done it with excellence.

All I could tell is that yeah, true love exists and sometimes, there's a reason why I never met him before, when we were both young and naive.

Ive learned my mistakes and never wanted to repeat it again. Not with him. He's way too precious and if I ever lost him, I lost my twin and my soulmate.

Yes, I feel it in my heart that he is my soulmate. Unlike the others, he is the one guy that I can talk to endlessly, the one I can relate to and the best part is that our mind sync in the best way possible. I always answer his questions even before he could ask me. Its really funny and mindblowing! 

I miss him. He is doing his practical on sea. He's now studying at ALAM (Akademi Laut Malaysia) and he'l be on sea for 6 months straight. 

That just means I have to wait. And when December arrives, I want to spend my time with him and 'lepaskan rindu'.