So, hello everyone. I want to say thanks for being here, reading this blog post. 

I just want to tell you what i've done few months back. Let's say that i still write, but not that often as before.

My January, February, and March were very stressful, my writing got hold because i have to write other thing, which i already told you in my stories. After that i had thesis defense in March, I had to do lots of revision in April, and at the same time i had to do administration for graduation. Between April and May, I tried to start writing again, which came up 'Wild Imagination', which is basically a oneshot of whatever boyxgirl OTP I want to write. I also updated whatever I had for two ongoing stories and trying to balance my life again (thesis made morning become night and vice versa). In May I had graduation ceremony, it went well and now i should be free. Well, no. I'm officially unemployed and I need to find a job. While I'm trying to balance things, I am also trying to apply for jobs.

It's now June. And what have I done beside applying for jobs? Currently, I write two oneshots, one is requested in Wild Imagination, and it's basically Markdy (which I actually don't want because I want to make it diverse but I have to do it because I'm a nice guy) and second one is my real wild imagination and I'm using Woorong as the characters. There is also a handwritten draft of 'Beautiful Girl with Bad Luck and the Boy Who Saves Her' in a notebook that I specially use, but I think it's not finished yet, for the next chapter.

So, what's the point of writing these things? I just want to tell you that currently, I lack of consistency. I tried to finish Markdy one, but then I was distracted with something else and now it's just sitting down in the folder, waiting to be finished. Do I have what people call 'writer's block'? or do i lose my passion on writing?

You know, my resolution of this year is actually to finish a full story. Really, it's a big one but at that time I think I can do it. But now, I lack of consistency, I lose my interest on writing, etc etc. It , really.

I'm telling you this, just because I don't have place to spill. If you are already in this part of the blog, I give you whole bunch of thanks. I just want to rant things. Especially about my situation and how I really want to finish, at least, my oneshots.

Once again, I want to thank you for reading this till the end. I hope I find inspirations again, being a better me, and being a consistent writer so that I have something to fulfill, at least to myself.

I hope you have a great day and be yourself :)