remember that weirdo friend of mine?

lol, you should cuz i just finished writing a blog post about him!

well, he told me (when he and my friend were going

through a tough time in their relationship)

to write a drabble about it

cuz he saw how well i wrote when i did my apology

he wanted me to write about my friend leaving him

so i did

Enjoy! :D

here it is:

I'm busy.
Sorry, I'm busy.
The words were etched in his mind. They were her words. The ones that pushed them apart. He hated those words. But did she hate them too?
They caused him suffering. Did she notice? He wasn't used to this type of pain. He'd never felt it before. It only appeared when he was with her.
What went on in her mind? How could she do this to him? He shook his head, is it me?
I want her. I need her. I love her. What more could he say?
We're done.
His body slumped down against the wall, his head held by his hands. Eyes closed.
Just like her heart.
Couldn't she feel it?
No, give up on me. I can't give up. He wanted to yell but couldn't find his voice. He wanted to cry but his tears would not come out. They'd all deserted him.
Just like her.
He could hear her laugh, see her smile, feel the synchronization of their beating hearts, but as he outstretched his hand for hers, it was met with nothing. Emptiness.
I'm sorry I made you feel this way. It didn't matter anymore. Why was she even apologizing? It didn't hurt anymore. He was already numbed from the pain that he couldn't feel it. She'd done this to him. She was the only way he would feel better now. Why was she leaving? Come back!
I hope we can stay as friends. He squeezed his eyes shut. She knew nothing. Did she really love him back? Their memories, their happy memories were fading. That walk in the park. The surprise lunch dates. Those late night phone calls. It meant nothing to her anymore. He knew.
Goodbye.
She was gone. He was dead. Or was he dead?
His thoughts had burned out. He was the fire, and she was the water. She'd washed over him and blew him out. There was nothing he could do about it. Helpless.
Where would he go now? That question never crossed his mind. What would he do? He'd just lost her and there was no going back.

time for an explanation, yo

so this happened around 1/14/12

(lol, i just checked my texts to find the exact date)

my friend wanted to give up on that guy

....okay their names are stephen and melissa

i couldn't handle just writing "my friend"

so melissa wants to give up on stephen

cuz he's too clingy

and can be really depressing

stephen texts me and tells me to write about it since he knows it's coming

and voila!

there it is x)

UPDATETOTODAY: i got them back together

and all is well

AND THEY ALL LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER

-THE WOOPDIDOO FREAKIN END-