I'm just now realizing I haven't posted on here in a while. Which cause now when I finally post something it's about me being stressed. If you don't know I'm in high school and it's time for finals. I only know about three of my finals so far, but I'm mostly stressed over my Spanish one. I just want to get that class over with and not have to deal with retaking it. I'm mostly stress because I didn't pass the first final so I'm worried about this one. I also feel like my teacher is pushing a whole lot on us and there's only six days to study everything. I just don't know what to do. I'm getting more confused because I have a trip for one of my classes tomorrow, but we'll be gone the whole day, but I have Spanish that day. And we're going to be going over what's going to be on the final. I want to go on the trip but at the same time I just want to focus on passing that class, but I also feel like i'm not enjoying life right now​. Like my teachers expect me to go on the trip since I'm one of the good students  but at the same time I'm having these thoughts not wanting to go. But then I feel bad for not going on the trip. I'm just mostly stressed and just can't wait to get this over with. Sorry for all the complaining but I needed to get this off my chest.