thank you all u really made me happy , and also i wrote to some kuwaiti famous but not that much she is a writer and she is such an inspreation women i love reading her articals and books so i told her that i am sad and all of that and she send me a cheer up message she really made me happy :)

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but thanks guys soooooooooo much