thoughts about my quarter life

Hello everyone.

I have been on hiatus since forever and I have to admit that it's because I had a busy life and due to the realization that I lacked experience in dating department.

Yes because of that. I'll be turning 26 next Monday and I have this dilemma since last year what was wrong with me being this and that thing.  I never had a boyfriend--if I were not to count the almost boyfriend guy that I had during college (long story, but he's my bestfriend's boyfriend now)--and the lack of experience with dating slightly freaks me out as I age (lol I still look like I in my early 20's, tbh). I wanted to write something that's based on real life situations that I experienced first-hand and not having any reference on it makes me feel inadequate.

So do I have plans on continuing my stories?

Yes. I do. I still love writing, and it has always been my first love. If I have to put it into words what I am experiencing now--I am uninspired. Eversince Wu Yi Fan left EXO and the whole drama with KPOP since then, I really began to feel hopeless about everything related to writing. I was hoping  that I'll be back on track somehow but the whole lot about my life during the time I was promoted as supervisor put my social life into zero. If I have to go on a trip or take care of something, I have to take a leave which I need to schedule a month before.

So there, I'd like to explain myself on why I was not updating recently (since last year).

Actually, on the lack of experience in dating department--my friends would like to solve that one. My bestfriend wants to do a search (LOL) but I asked her not to because of some obvious reasons (I don't want to look desperate and ugh, I am not even pretty). And... I think I am still in loved with my friend way back highschool.

I think that pretty sums up everything in my life now--feel free to reach out to me via facebook, twitter or instagram.

-uika

 

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jesyra #1
Aww unnie /sends you virtual hugs from the desert/. Like we always say in our fb post's comments, "Darating!" Advance happy birthday~ :*