Hi guys! So I decided to write blogs again since I'm halfway done with my AP tests and the other half is super easy so I'm planning not to study muahaha ಠ⌣ಠ I've always wanted to write a journal or even vlog, but I don't have the space on my phone to edit and record videos nor do I have a digital camera. And I don't feel like writing a journal after spending terrifying hours hurting my hand while studying and doing homework :') 

So that's what made me decide to write blogs~ Plus no one rarley reads my blogs ... but if someone is ... hi .... awkward :) 

But dang..  it's been a little bit more than a year since I officially stopped coming onto this site. Dang, it's embarrasing reading over my fics even if it's just been one year. I'm planning on updating 'My Idiotic Pearl' more frequently. After I'm done with that story I'll focus more on 'Mission Impossible: Bangtan Boys'. (click on the titles to read them ;) -- actually, don't read Mission Impossible... I won't be updating that one for a while lol.. actually I might even delete it) 

But now that I'm back, let's talk about what I really came here for -- to talk about my life. 

There's no specific reason as to why I write blogs, just out of my own boredom and a reason to procrastinate. But I like talking about myself. With my friends, I would often listen to their lives and their problems. I'm not complaining; I love my friends, getting to know them, and helping them out however I can. But since I focus too much on them sometimes I forget to talk about myself. It sometimes becomes a problem, one friend whined how she wondered if I was her true friend since I don't talk much about myself. Like, girl, it's because I was listening to yo life.

Currently I am in 11th grade, a junior in high school (yikes). I take AP Chemsitry and today was my AP Exam... Basically for the people who don't have AP classes in high school or are too young to even know what an AP class is.... AP stands for Advance Placement which is basically like a college course. You can take AP courses in high school so if you take the AP Exam, you won't have to take the class in college and can graduate faster and have a better future faster and stuff~ 

I decided to take AP Chemsitry because last year I took regular chemstiry and I really liked it since it was all basic math -- it was super easy and fun, so I thought Chemstiry was for me. 

Taking AP Chemsitry this year changed everything. 

Just like it's name, it is as hard as a college course class. It's not only harder math, but more conceptual which means more memorizing and knowing concept. Long story short, I hate Chem now. 

So, for every AP exam, you get a score 1-5. 1 being the worst, 5 means you good. I'm pretty sure I got a 1 on today's test -- no joke :'). For the AP Chemistry exam, there are two parts. The first part is multiple choice, which tests you on the conceptual parts and you can't use a calcuator. There are 60 questions and you have 1 hour and 30 minutes to answer all of them. During the multiple choice, I got super sleepy (since I'm always sleepy in the morning) and had to guess on most all of the questions. Then came the free response, which is basically 7 questions with 2-5 parts to each of them. Four of them is suppose to take around 20 minutes and the other three are suppose to take 7 minutes. You get 1 hour and 45 minutes to finish everything and you can use a calculator. It's hard becuase the people grading the tests are looking for specific things and if you don't have to specific thing, you get the whole part wrong. I'm legit only confident in one of the problems... so... here's to taking chemsitry again in college.

 (basically i'm V lol)

But the person who kept time during the test today was wack... for the free response portion legit everyone was like "Excuse me, I think we have 5 more minutes left on the test."

But that stupid old man was just, "No, I kept the time, I gave you guys 1 hour and 45 minutes." 

But stupid old man, if everyone is telling you that you didn't, don't you think you're wrong?! 

ugh... 5 minutes could've change everything....

But I don't want to take the test again ....

ugh....

I think I went on about something super boring... sorry hehe ^____^

But currently I am so in love with Seventeen's new song, 'Pretty U (예쁘다)' It's on repeat for me currently. My current bias(es) in seventeen are S.coups and wonwoo don't push me it's hard to choose one T___T

Well, I am going to start writing a new chapter for 'My Idiotic Pearl'

Feel free to comment, I actually would like some so that I don't sound so self-centered writing these blogs about me x) it feels weird talking about myself. 

hopefully I will write again tomorrow :'D

love yuus!

-grainsofbap