I need love advices

Hi guys. I know I am not currently not active in asianfanfics due to school and stuffs but I have a problem that I could not discuss with the people around me because I am just too shy to talk about it. However, i feel like I can just spill everything out here. 

So, I am actually confused about my feelings and what I should do.

First of all, I think I might have a crush on a guy who is graduating college and moving to a university out of state in like one and a half months. We met like almost a year ago when I first entered college. During the first quarter, I rarely meet and talk to him (since i am a really shy girl) but during the second quarter, we have the same class. Everyday we would meet for 2 hours, 1 hour is class, and another hour we hang out in the canteen with other friends while waiting for our next class. We kinda talked, chatted (not that much, mostly about hw), and talked on the phone. At that time, i had no feelings for him at all. Usually, he is the one who initiated the call but it is usually to talk about our English essay and then the topic drifted off to other things. Once, he even jokingly asked what I would do if he were to confess to me. But since I have no feelings or whatsoever, I just said woww. And he kept on joking saying that my heart pounded when he said that right, and I just take everything as a joke. Not only that, but he also asked me out to this cafe several times to do homework in general but I rejected him all the time because it wasnt that near to my home. Then..without me realising, it is already the end of that quarter.

Moving on to now, we started chatting when he asked me about the present we are planning for a friend, lets name him A. I am always teased with A because..idk why, they just assume we like each other when in fact, I dont. Then, me and my "crush" chatted from that to other things like, what are you doing, any hw, etc. But he also always tease me with A, calling me like little kid. We joke around a lot. Also, he calls me to get into the university he got into so that he would have an entertainment. Not only that, when we meet at school, he likes to tease me, step on my white shoes, and etc. And when i tried ending the chat by sending just the laughing emoticon, he sends like the glaring emo. I replied with "???" and he replied "What are you doing?" like he doesnt want to end the chat. We chatted more after that but somehow, I ended up not replying to him cause I dont know what to reply. Then..it just ended like that.

Well..what does all of that mean? Idk if thats just how he acts around every girls. He is the really friendly guy so I am confused about my feelings. Should I continue liking him? Cause well..I dont want to have one sided love. Does he like me as friend or more? What should I do? 

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