_{No one must read this blog post i just need a place to let out some of my emotion!!} 

So it happend again my depression is back!!! I really don't know what i should do anymore!!! Those dark throughts are really bad for me i hope i won't get suicial again!!

No medication works anymore and my family can't help me anymore either!! I don't know how much longer i can keep my happy image up!!

Last time i had eunhae to help me get over it but now i don't even have them!!

It's really hard for me right now but i will fight my depression again!! I hope sometime in the future i don't have depressions again!!