Wow second blog(well first if you don't consider the poll blog lol) and I'm here to leave a rant/question about what, Kim Jongin?

I don't even know if anyone cares to read this but oh wells I just want to leave this thought somewhere so aff you shall be my victim lmao.

Anyways, I just realised that after the news about Jongin and Krystal being together, I found myself searching for more stories with Jongin as the male lead because I became obsessed with him?! Like I don't even understand myself.. I feel neutral; like I don't hate him more now or like him any lesser than when he was 'officially single', but somehow I'm only searching and am interested in stories revolving around him?!?!

And it was the same for Baekhyun?! After it was confirmed that he and Tae were together, my subscription list increased with an influx of baek stories what even. When the article about them having broken up after what, one year? into the relationship, it didn't affect me at all but I still continued reading baek fics.

Is there something wrong with me? Or am I like interested in taken boys or what? LOL no. Definitely not. But then can anyone help me understand why I'd be MORE interested in baek/kai fics after I learn that they are taken? Is it wrong?

Whatever this is, I still love all of exo.

Kay bye.