So, I won't make this opening of my first blog seems a little bit too cold or anything, I just want to share my story from my deepest heart. First of all, I'm really grateful that I've accepted as a new CEO's secretary which is my current job. But, the risk is following after that I always super busy from Monday to Friday and eventually my busy job is reducing my time to always ON at aff. That's why I want to sincerely apologize to my story readers that maybe I won't update one chapter a day because of my work. I'm really stressful right now, like really, but this job is better than my previous job though, so I'm willing to take every risk that will come after.

I want to cry, really, it's just too hard. Sometimes I miss my time at home, in front of my laptop and phone, writing about the story that I always imagine will happen to my real life (author-nim laugh and cry at the same time), but then again I want to get a job and make a living for myself and want to make my family proud. So, I'm literally want to cry right now, end of story :D

I know this blog is nothing because I just write what I want to say to all of you because you're all my hero because you all never fail to make my day brighter everytime I checked on the comment post, or even wall post, or even subscribe and upvote my story, it's like I have new friends all over the world. This morning also, one of my dearest friend here at aff whom I considered as my little sister sent me a chat through one of social media said that I'm really quiet latelly. And that's true because of my busy job for last 7 days. I'm new and I have to maintain my good image as a new employee. Really, I want to cry.

I don't know how many times I typed the 'I want to cry' thing, so I'm so sorry. I'm super busy and I want to cry, I miss my free life but I want a job too, catch my confusion right? So, I want to apologize once again and I promise to give you a better update and story next time. In the mean time, please bear with me. I love you all.

P.S. I write this at my office and I'm crying :D I love you all, really I love you and I miss you... <3