Fourever

To you whom Seungri met years ago

I was there when you guys already in your golden era. You were everywhere, with fame in hands. You were shining as four. I was beyond amazed and you guys are my favorite in an instant.

Then, I remember you were the first one I called pretty in 'Lonely' with your short hair and chic attire. It was definitely you.
You're the youngest but best of the best.

But, why?

You have been here in our heart for so long but you decide to walk out from here...

Now, I'm listening to your song. In a moment, I'll abruptly pick my phone up to my ear everytime your voice is the one heard. I'll constantly do that as if it'd bring you back with them.

But it's okay... if it's indeed the best for you. You're matured enough to decide on your own. You know what's the best for you. We can't be a hindrance for you to reach that.

Besides, what are the fans for, right?

But, please, remember this one last thing...
We'll always consider you as part of them. You'll forever be part of 2NE1. You'll always be the one we're looking for, we're waiting for, we're longing for and above it all, you'll always be the one we sincerely love. With all of our heart. Cause nothing can change our love for you. Nothing can change even this thing occurs and affects us greatly like crumples us down, tears us apart... Yes, it hurts so much but what do we get from endlessly grieving?

Someone asked me to verify regarding the news about your leaving. All I could say was only "Yes, she is."
But then, she asked again concerning the reason why you chose to leave us behind. I was dumbstruck.

In silence, I was wondering the same thing too.

Why, unnie?

Eleven years... It's not a short period and almost half of those years, we've been introduced to each other, we've been together, we've been holding onto each other.

Thank you

Thank you for being a part of them that lead us to know and love you

Thank you for those times and memories back then

Thank you for those laughters, tears, songs, dances and screams :')

Thank you for letting us cherish you all those whiles...

I know this isn't yet goodbye. We won't be torn apart, we won't be separated even we're miles away or even steps distance our sought-to-be knitted hands. Because we're not blackjacks for nothing.

And because we were made for each other since the very beginning.

 

Unnie, it has always been beautiful with you back then... and till whenever...

 

 

Hope you're well and blessed,

Blackjack

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Rara_Avis
#1
Uhhm. What does Seungri have to do with Minzy? Im really confused why he is mentioned. Hope I didn't offend you