Yesterday we had a little overnight bonding with my friends whom I've and spent the last almost 2 years for kaisoo. And we did an open forum for the entire night. About our thoughts, what we feel towards Kai and D.O  right now. And we established the fact that we need to be open minded about this matter. 

So we ended up with:

-damn it's hard to let go of kaisoo hell I really can't.

-everything the media tells may or may not be a fabricated story

-the theories people tend to prove kaisoo really speaks a lot. Even the photos, videos (and the analysis seriously...)

-in the end we can never know the truth behind this.

-we can choose what we want to believe but with this we should be responsible to whatever such belief may turn out to be and we can never blame anyone since it is us who chose this in the first place.

-and please give some respect because "Kaisoo" is only for Kai and Kyungsoo. Nothing else.

-never judge or make hasty decisions when emotions are all over the place

And call me delulu or what not but for that 4 years I've spent loving this pair I'm sure that those actions were genuine. The smiles, caring and looking out for each other... body language is so hard to fake. 

Dating issue may be true or not, and my heart is still aching, but right now I choose to stay with kaisoo.