I know its kinda heartbreaking. No its REALLY HEARTBREAKING. As a die hard kaisoo shipper, its hard to believe that jongin is really dating krystal knowing sm. But all those photos. ALL THOSE FCKING PHOTOS!!! It makes me want to go straight to korea and hug kyungsoo right now.

When i read the article this morning i cant convince myself that its true because for fck sake its april first, but after seeing the photos of them together (i can hear my heart shattering), i want to throw my precious phone right away. This article is like a bomb, and we're not even prepared for this . 

We, as fans, cant help ourselves to ship our bias in other members (anw im a kyungsoo stan). And since mama era i ship kyungsoo to jongin ONLY. We can see the sparkling eyes of jongin when ksoo is near or when he look at ksoo. And also we know that kyungsoo don't particularly like skinship to other members, and mostly we can see that he'll throw a fist when some members touch him, except for jongin. Like he really want jongin to touch him (its sound so dirty my god). 

The stares, their conversation even when other members are talking like they have their own world (during concert), secret glances, holding of hands, putting the hands on sholders or on the back, my god those moments that give us ideas that our ship is real or might be real that we cant help to jump into conclusion.

This moment gives us idea and this gives talented people motivation to write. Thus fanfic is born. 

Fan fictions is like our food, that we will not last a day without reading it (dont even deny it). This fanfics make our emotion messy. It will make us happy and giddy to all the fluff then it will make us cry like niagara falls because of all the angst. This fanfics give as life. Like when i woke up, first thing in the morning is i will check if there is update in aff. 

And after the release of the issue, most kaisoo fanfic writer stop or it take a while for them to update that it make me sad. I know, we know that its hard for them to write anymore, knowing that your ship is not real. Thinking all those moments is just an act, a fanservice, a brotherly love. And we totally understand it. 

I do not hate krsytal and i think also some kaisoo shippers, heck she's even my bias in f(x), its just hard for us to accept that they are dating because all the time im convincing, more like believing that jongin is gay for kyungsoo, and vice versa. 

Until now i still have faith to kaisoo (dont blame me, im a masochist) i still believe in my otp. Gahd this is the product of me reading too much . 

So i hope some fans will understand us. 

To all kaisoo shippers *send virtual hug and kisses to y'all* lets have hope in kaisoo shall we? 

HUG KO NA LANG KAYO