To this KaiSoo hater.

This is an open statement for the netizens who don't give a telling the KaiDo fandom to give up our weird thinking and get a life. 

Well, first, fcuking congratulations. yes, you won. we have nothing to say because there is nothing to argue about anyway. it is a fcuking fact and we are humbly dethroning ourselves as mere belittled mortals cleaning our blogs, deciding to continue a KaiSoo story or not, deciding to continue reading a KaiSoo story or not and even contemplating to ourselves, wondering the life without KaiSoo. 

You might be scoffing, laughing, or rolling your eyes at how dramatic we are, but yes, I admit we are too dramatic. How can we not? Our favorite ship just freaking ended in just a day. In. Just. A.. Day.  Nothing can save our doubts, fears, and sadness. No more KaiSoo s anymore in just a day. It all ended. Don't you understand? Tumblrs, Facebook posts, and all social media accounts and blogs tagged with KaiSoo are now just our wishful thinkings. Our wild imaginations have just been reduced to a bunch of trashes. It's like we've been robbed of our favorite and precious material. We can't do anything about it, doubts have been inflicted clearly on our minds, and yes, I think it would take some time to recover. Seriously, even I can't even look at my twitter for a bunch of KaiSoo gifs I've just retwitted yesterday keep on showing on my profile and feed. 

Do we hate Krystal because of it? That's a 100% NO. Our frustrations have limitations, and we own it among ourselves. We are to blame of our own miseries and we're not denying of the accusations that will clearly point at us at the future. Kai and Krystal have absolutely nothing to explain and apologize about, they have their life, and we got our stupid fantasy, argument taken. People who openly judge and mistrust the two and force Kyungsoo's name on the center of debate are rude and immature ones who have no shame. There will always be people who will do that and I do apologize gravely on their behalf. 

But for you to say to my face that our fandom is "gross" and "unethical" is just a big "EXCUSE ME?" Are you of such greatness to compare us like a low-life peasants who don't  have any clue of what they're doing?! Is that it? Do we owe you anything for you to accuse our fandom as a bunch of "traitors". We are NOT traitors, you sick bastard, please try to "disconnect" your judgement and analyze it better, for goodness sake. I believe it isn't in our responsibility to explain to you the detailed reasons of this act. You're not of any worth anyway.

The realization will slowly kick in and time will past, don't worry. Daily lives will keep us busy and I know, we will still be the tight fandom we once were, but this time, there will be no strings attached. Piece by piece we will collect our thoughts, try to balance the negative and postive angles in what our fandom will exactly act on and then, this will just be us, standing around the corner- not pricking on anything but our hopes. 

You can calls us "traitors", "delusionals", "wierdos", or any negative commends you can throw at us, and we will take them not as insults, but proofs that we're just humans, living in our fantasies with the reality always on our backs. 

I will continue living, experiencing the ups and downs of life. Soon there will be more announcements. Soon there will be more heartbreaks. But hopefully that time, we can cope up to the expectations of the k-world from us. 

And hopefully, we can still call ourselves as KaiSoo fans. 

KaiSoo is my beloved couple, so it stung my heart so much to have my one and only fave to get stolen from me in just a snap. They were inseparable, hyped the fandom each day, each touch, each whisper, each shared laughs, each tease, each converse, eveything. Everything about them, I won't forget. I won't forget.

 

Ahhh. . . I will really miss being a KaiSoo shipper, but I guess, I need to mend my broken heart for a while. 

KaiSoo will forever be loved in my and every KaiSoo shipper's heart. 
Stay strong fellow co-fandoms! 

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12889394 #1
You are right!!! I.. made my tumblr because I love kaisoo, made a instagram just because them. And this news happened. I hate the realty but. That is a fact. I have to drag my soul from my imagination. This news ruin my entire weekend. I don't hate kristal or kai. At the first place, I know kai because the way he look at kyungsoo there was my kaisoo feels grown. But now. I have to burn it and back to reality.
CaptSunRiser
#2
Why has your ship ended? When Yuri was dating Oh Seung Hwan, my SunRi ship sailed on as though nothing happened. There was no sinking just because one had a boyfriend. For as long as KaiSoo are together and perform and share their close friendship, your ship will live on. They will still be inseparable. It's just they won't be able to the living out of each other every spare moment they get and get married and have billions of children because Krystal is there. KaiSoo as a ship will still exist.