The world literally hates me right now. 

Firstly, I had this oral exam, and I came prepared and all no worries. But... My classmate who went in before me said she got a B+ which I was really shocked over considering she has to take extra classes because she kinda lacks in some stuff. And she's Norweigan. So when I went in, and excuse me to say this, but as an exelled student, I somehow got two grades lower than my classmate? My teacher hates me, I've known that for a few months now, but by lowering my grades with that much? It's my future at stake, she can't just lower the grades because she hates me? Somehow, and I don't want to be a hypocrite or anything, but I think that my teacher might be a little racist. I mean, because I didn't stand straight enough, she lowered my grade? Well, excuse me, I'm not exactly straight. (I'm pan.)

Secondly, the upper secondary school I tried enrolling into, denied my registration letter because I lived too far? I literally live 30 minutes away with bus, a normal distance for any school. At least in Norway. I had all the qualifications to get into the school, but because I lived too far, they couldn't accept me? What the ? Also the second-best school I also tried enrolling into also has to have en average grade at B or more, and I'm an - no brags, I swear, A student, yet they say that I would be set on the waiting list. I mean, great, but I don't have a secure place yet and that scares me. 

Thirdly, there's 6 more weeks before the examination, and it's even more stressful. We have an assessment next week and no one in the group has done , mainly because we only have gotten 2 days to work on it. 

4th.... I JUST WOKE UP TO MY BIASES DATING EACH OTHER?! UMH?! LIKE KAI PLEASE WHAT HAPPENED TO KAISOO, HOW DARE YOU SINK THE SHIP. AND LIKE KRYSTAL IS ALSO MY BIAS SO I CAN'T HATE HER BUT SHE'S SO PRETTY AND SHE LOOKED AT ME ONCE AND LAUGHED WHEN I YELLED "I'LL BUY YOU BREAD!" AND SHE'S SO ADORABLE BUT KAAAAAI YOU MY INSPIRATION MAAAN YOU'RE LIKE THE REASON WHY I'M STILL DANCING AND SINGLE YOU .

uhm. thanks for reading my rant i guess. ha.