憧れ : 교시유 / HER SECRET KEEPER
< 憧れ / GYO SHIYOO >
"people said you're the happiest person in this earth, yeom. funny, right? i know that you're not happy. , you're depressed. but i can't do anything to help you. yeom, tell me. why... even at the end, i can't protect you?"
< / face 01 > girl's day yura
< / face 02 > girl's day hyeri
< / prsnlty >
❣ calm, quiet, reserved, cold, shy ❣
shiyoo's personality is just silent. she rarely speak, not because she doesn't want to, but because she doesn't know what to say. shiyoo never tell her inner thoughts to others, except to yeoreum. her first impression from others was cold, she doesn't rarely have any expression on her face. if she meets new people, especially with yeoreum, she will hid behind her, being shy at meeting new people.
< / trivias >
❣ she lives with her big brother, ever since their parents died on plane accident when they were eleven.
❣ she met yeoreum on fifth year elementary school days, being a table-mate. since then, they're always sit together.
❣ the first person who knows about yeoreum depression. she finds her cut her wrist once.
❣ the quietest one in the group, not liked that much by the others because she rarely talks.
❣ she will comb her hair with her fingers if she feels nervous.
❣ loves oreo cheesecake the most.
❣ hates it when people bugging her or
❣ as angry as she is, she can't explode her anger, and keep it to herself.
❣ she lives with her big brother, ever since their parents died on plane accident when they were eleven.
❣ she met yeoreum on fifth year elementary school days, being a table-mate. since then, they're always sit together.
❣ the first person who knows about yeoreum depression. she finds her cut her wrist once.
❣ the quietest one in the group, not liked that much by the others because she rarely talks.
❣ she will comb her hair with her fingers if she feels nervous.
❣ loves oreo cheesecake the most.
❣ hates it when people bugging her or
❣ as angry as she is, she can't explode her anger, and keep it to herself.
< / cnnctns >
cho yeoreum (18)
"... you should have told me, yeom." she whispered, tears on her face.
"gyoyu, keep this as secret, okay? from now on, you're crowned as my secret keeper." she said, smiling.
gyo shijin (28)
"i'm sorry that i never been there for you." he said, hugging her.
"i'm sorry too, oppa. that you have this silent little sister." she replied, crying.
cho yeojin (28)
"unnie... i'm so sorry. for not telling you anything.... about her." she hugged her tightly.
"at least, she's in better place now, right, gyoyu?" was her reply.
cho yeoreum (18)
"... you should have told me, yeom." she whispered, tears on her face.
"gyoyu, keep this as secret, okay? from now on, you're crowned as my secret keeper." she said, smiling.
gyo shijin (28)
"i'm sorry that i never been there for you." he said, hugging her.
"i'm sorry too, oppa. that you have this silent little sister." she replied, crying.
cho yeojin (28)
"unnie... i'm so sorry. for not telling you anything.... about her." she hugged her tightly.
"at least, she's in better place now, right, gyoyu?" was her reply.
< delete after reading / this serves as an interview. choose your answers honestly and wisely. >
< / reaction to the "incident" >
"my brother, shijin oppa, cancelled all his photoshoot schedules when he heard the accident. i think i was the last one awake from the others?" she coughed. "he hugged me, tightly when i was awake. crying his eyes out." she smiled, but tears formed in her eyelids. "then, he whispered that he's sorry for my loss. i never lost anyone ever since my parents died. my brother is alive. so, i pull our hug, looking into my brother's eyes. 'y... yeo...reum?' was the word i spitted out. my brother's silence was enough for the answer. all the memories i made with yeoreum flashed into my mind." she wiped her tears on her face, chuckled. "i... i can't believe i lost her. i lost my... half. she doesn't deserved to die. heck, she needs to face her depression, and not cured, yet she got her life taken?" her voice arised, still in tears. "she doesn't deserve to die...." she whispered.
< / how are they after "the incident" >
"i need one month and half, before released from hospital, because of my fractured ribs on my back, and my broken foot. i was the last one who can get out from hospital. i still need to use wheelchair until now." she patted her wheelchair. "my brother helped me a lot. i felt thankful." she smiled. "until now, i still got the dreams when we were in the car. when the accident happens. and how i wish i could do something to prevent anyone died. and then with a loud scream from me, i was awake. shijin oppa will stay with me until i calmed down." she her hair, nervous. "the event already carved into my soul, i don't think i can erase it. i.. i don't think i could walk forward anymore."
< / what were they doing before it happened >
"i think i was leaning against the window, looking at the scenery, since i rarely have a trip before. i was excited." she smiled. "the atmosphere inside the car was good, everyone is hyped." she continued. "but it didn't last long. yeoreum looks distracted, and i can't help but yelled at her when she speed into the wrong lane. and..." she bit her lower lips. "a-and... it happened. i can hear my back ribs cracked when i got shoved out, breaking car's front glasses. i.. i can see the others face, panicked, scared... and yeoreum... i... i want to protect her the most. b-but..." she sobbed. "the moment i fell into the ground, it was the last moment i saw yeoreum. you know what happened at that time? she smiled. s-she.. she ing smiling, and after that. everything went black. everything..."
< / commnts > wow, i freaking love angst and this story reminds me of my friend's story so yeah idk i freaking want to apply. english is not my first languange, so i'm sorry for grammar errors!
< / questns > i hope you don't mind that gyo shiyoo is her secret keeper? i just got this idea randomly so yeah. i hope you like shiyoo too:)
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