I recently watched Flight Log: Departure Trailer, Flight Log: Departure Teaser, and the brand new GOT7's MV, FLY. And despite the overly amazing song, I am feeling so sad in general. It started with the trailer. Everything was fine, all bubly and stuff, but something told me that something was wrong. And as the plot progress, it got really happy for the members. Every members. Every members besides Junior, who's kind of awkward and super distant through out the whole thing after he went of to sleep with his earphone. Every members fly, and he was nowhere to be found on the scene. He was not there. I tried to search through the whole video over and over, but, no, he's still not there. And then everything got hyped again when everyone started flying, one by one. That was definitely cool. I'm assuming this is the second time JYP ever come out with something so cinematographically thought after 2PM's Grown Trailer. Back to the point again, the trailer had to end with a cliffhanger putting so much theories of what might happen to Junior and the rest of GOT7. And then I watched reaction's to the trailers and they were all pretty much the same. Hyped about everything in the beginning, confused in the middle part, hyped again, then left with a 'WTF' expression on their face at the end. This is not okay. And as much as I love angst - some of you already know how much I love angst, despite the fact that they always hurt me - I can only hope something bright might be behind the cliffhanger. And despite of people's lack of interest in the plot, Jinyoung's plot specificly, I only hope there will be explanations on the MV.

And then the MV came out.

I was freaked out when it began with Jinyoung on the edge of the building, where we left off from the trailer. It scared the hell out of me. BUT MAN, was the song insanely DOPE. It managed to make me forget about my pain for Jinyoung for like 2 minutes and 40 seconds, before I came to realization, that there is no hope for Junior in this MV. He's not gonna survive this. And if you realize, Junior was the one singing the chorus "We're gonna fly~~" which I believed people pretty much didn't even realized cause they are so busy about, well, other member's charm, of course. And everytime I hear that chorus, I feel like I know this is not going to end well for my soul. And when he dropped himself from the top of the building, I only prayed that this wouldn't be the end of me.

AND NO. 3:04. At 3:04 of the video, I saw Jinyoung's tear. That's when I realized, this is it. I'm boarding the feel train. I'm going to be in my mood again. It's just sad. Nobody can understand how it feels to see the boy looked so horrified and sad at the same time, but still have the hope in his eyes when they saw his friends' image in the air. But when they vanished, it's like all that hope was forced out of him. Whether or not Jinyoung lives, or the rest of the members died, wasn't that important to me, because, my concern was how badly this videos affected me. I don't know if anyone reading this would understand, but I feel like only Junior's stan could understand the pain I'm feeling. This comeback doesn't slay me like they used to, maybe because the MV wasn't that individualistic, which is one thing I also loved. They (GOT7), were showing themselves as a whole group, not a single individual. They still didn't slay me, though, because this time, they made my heart bleed. This comeback is too emotional, I mean, I also watched the reaction for the MV, and it was like, I don't know, people were still assuming things, and I kept assuming things, myself. But I feel as a Junior stan, I don't exactly want to know either of the real explanation behind the Trailer and MV meaning, because no matter what, Jinyoung was alone and is left out in it. And it pains me. It's making my heart bleed.

Is there any Junior stan here?