it's 10:35 pm and i just finished a group thesis

all by myself

good ing lord i think i just died like 8436529374026 times

guys if you are yet to have your thesis i just have this to say:

BE SELFISH, BE OPPORTUNISTIC

if you're gonna be in a group, choose your groupmates wisely

feeling bad for your friend who doesn't work a lot is just hell

they're gonna do their own thing and leave you

and your grade will be their own with little actual effort on their part

like i swear

know those who you know will work their off for their grade

or at least those with enough decency to be ashamed that others are working but they aren't

at this point what matters most is you and your grades

most especially your mental and physical health

thesis guarantees losing sleep bUT GODDAMN IT IS TRIPLED WHEN YOU HAVE INCOMPETENT GROUPMATES

YOU DO NOT WANT THAT I SWEAR

you're gonna expect them to work and you get nothing so you have to triple your efforts

god ing damn i wish i have a time machine that could send me back and undo this choice

good ing night this will be my first sleep after like...

more than two days filled with coffee, energy drinks and rage

so

much

rage