I wasn't sure what to write. I just felt a little down. Lost confidence in continuing my story.

Actually I had finished it a while ago, but I start changing the last few chapters trying add and delete here and there that now it become a mess up. 

I know it is only my first fan fiction. I shouldn't worry,  but after posting the first chapter I become anxious trying to see how many viewers... I shouldn't compare after all mine is not the popular genre and not the most popular idol for now. I see a lot of BTS,  EXO .......and since lately I read anything now especially if it's already completed. 

I found myself reading a lot more fan fiction that is featured.  Trying to find out what makes it so good. Well it discouraged me.

I love reading actually.  I have always been reading.  Even working in a bookstore although it sold more on educational books for school. So sometimes I  just read even if it is a kids story book.

Well...I need to finish my fiction and if can, I have to post it all at once and never look back. I knowto the storyline it story is getting kinda slow and bored

Then start and write a new one... I have already a few story ideas... but seriously I just hope I would  post my story and don't even care if anyone would read or comment, so that I wouldn't have much expectations.