This is my first time to write for a blog, and I don't really know what a blog is supposed to be but I'll just write anyway.

I am writing about a family I found because of We Got Married's Jonghyun and Seungyeon. I know WGM is known as a virtual reality show about celebrities pretending to be a couple/married couple, and I have watched different couples and they give off different feelings. Let me just share first my thoughts about the show, I really think of it as just a show (really) I believe that the PDs really sometimes tell the celebrities what to do to make the show more fun and realistic and heart fluttering-- BUT! I also believe that in joining the show, even if you try to put walls around your heart so as not to fall in love with the person to be paired with you, theres no helping it when you actually get to spend time with the person and smile with them and have fun and do things that only the two of you has done, you share your time and memories with each other and that is a big deal already.

What I am saying is that, there are different couples who have joined and there are different feelings that they have showed, theres the fun kind of couple, the obviously faking it couple ( no offense), the so-so couple (that makes you think whether they are real or not) and the once in a blue moon kind of couple (those that give off reality).

And let me defend my thoughts, in reality we also fall in love, we get hurt, we know what faking is-- unless the celebrity put in the show is as good an actor as Leonardo DiCaprio or Meryl Streep, I believe we can still see what is real or not even with the slightest actions... We can feel whether the act was just for show or it was really real.

And I believe Jonghyun and Seungyeon showed realness in their act on WGM, I mean if you know Lee Jonghyun of CNBLUE-- I think you can already guess how real of a person he is, even though he has taken acting I still believe he isn't that good to act out a 360 degree turn of a cool, busan namja type to a cheesy honeymaking namja type. Even his family cannot believe and even the members, yes everything might just be for a show but I trust Jonghyun to be real, because he is one of the celebrities out there who really doesn't care of what people think of him, he just loves music and he wants to share it and be seen as a great musician. He doesn't even shave even if he looks like an ahjussi and even if the make up artists scold him as Yonghwa said.

And Seungyeon, even though she is an actress and lets say she was told to act as someone who fell in love with the partner given, you can still se she had reservations even at the end of the show, she still gets shy whenever Jonghyun leans in and looks at her in her beautiful eyes.

And with that background given of the two heaven sent people in my life (brownie's life), I can say that Jonghyun and Seungyeon has brought me a family to become open with even if we started off as strangers, we share thoughts and tell if someone is stepping the line, we hold back one another whenever we feel that something isn't right, we try to protect Jonghyun and Seungyeon but without acting harshly, and they are the most beautiful fandom I have ever been with. the efforts of the people, the love they share and the fun they have with one another as if they have met for years but in reality they haven't seen each other in real life. We are people who have been brought together from different countries but act like were all neighbors and as if you will pass by them in your street. Right now, I am really proud of being a brownie, not only because we support two beautiful person ( Jonghyun and Seungyeon) but also because as I am getting to know them, the more I become totally proud because of the attitude of the fandom, Of course every fandom will say that they are the best-- but I really think that destiny has brought me the right mix of people who I am able to get along well even though I havent met them, and as for that I really thank Jonghyun and Seungyeon for bringing me into being a Brownies.

To be clear, I love and hope and wish and pray that one day Jonghyun and Seungyeon will be together and get married and have a happy ever after in the future. But I also love and support them as individual people, I support and love Jonghyun as being a member of CNBLUE and as a musician and an actor and I am not the kind of obsessed and pushy fan that I stalk his IG and leave comments to tell him what to do, I am not that kind-- I am quiet and if ever I spazz, I spazz with my fellow brownies and not bother Jonghyun and Seungyeon. Same for Seungyeon, I love her very much-- she is my role model in life, I also have a girl crush on her, she is just an amazing person and I thank WGM for introducing me to her, I hope and pray for her success in her work that she has worked so hard for and the people who are judging her for using Jonghyun, I don't hate you but please try to get to know her better, she has left SM which she has trained for for years to become an idol and suddenly she decides to be an actress-- she took that risk and left everything behind for a new start, just imagine how scary that is, she has auditioned more than a hundred times and failed a thousand times but still she went on and never gave up in being an actress even if she had to start from scratch because that is her dream and now she is proving her name acting with great actors.

Just like how magical and destined Jonghyun and Seungyeon was, I also think meeting and being a part of the ship of Brownies is as magical and is as destined as their fate. And we will always be here to support them individually and as a couple, and for that I am really proud of Brownies...

That isn't all I want to say, but that was almost it. I love you fellow Brownies!!!!!!! delulus will continue forever and ever!!!! Please don't hate me for this. Its the middle of the night and I wanted to vent out feelings haha :)