Warning: extremely rant-y, and I might not make much sense, simply because I’m too worked up over this, and feeling a bit crazy…

As the title states: Would anyone here want to read a Seventeen fanfic written by me?

If your answer to that question is no, then I’m sorry, I’m already writing it @_@. It wasn’t on purpose, okay? They just caught me completely off guard, and now I can’t control myself X_X….

And the worst thing is that now there are two seventeen fanfics that I’m working on! Because one wasn’t good enough! My stupid imaginative brain!! (When the first idea came, I kept telling myself that writing only one was okay, but then a second idea came along, and now I’m feeling guilty af. God damn it.)

Guys… (Friends and my dear lovely readers <3) I know that I some of you are remembering those other fics that I promised to post during 2016 right now, and I want to assure you I haven’t forgotten about them either (I’m currently working on three of those ideas! I’m writing ‘The Case’, which I’m currently posting; and I’m also writing other two in secret! Plus the two SVT fanfics, that’s 5 stories at the moment, ladies and gentlemen.), but these nice new ideas just keep coming to my mind…. I’m usually good at blocking them off and saving to write later (believe me, I have a lot of these saved up ones… I’ll get to them one day in the distant future…), but this time it didn’t work.

Just so you guys understand, I was normally writing about 1.000 to 2.000 words a day, and then suddenly, this Seventeen idea came to my mind (with Wonwoo as a main character, bless him), and in one day, I wrote 10.000 words. 10 times what I normally write. That’s how energetic my brain was, it simply went on spewing word after word, and when I looked at it, ‘BAM!’ It was 10.000 words long. It’s been one week since I started it, and it’s now over 20.000 words. Did I mention that the damn thing was supposed to be a simple oneshot??? Something quick, that would get the idea out of my head??? Ideally 5.000 words max??? I’m working on chapter 8, so that will be a long chaptered one now... There’s nothing I can do about it ¬¬.

And to make matters worse, effing Verkwan (Vernon and Seungkwan, for those of you who just thought ‘what??’) comes along and screws me up completely. And now I’m writing a fic about them too. *hits head against table in frustration* At least this one I managed to keep short… (It was supposed to be a oneshot too, but it became chaptered as I started writing it OTL. But’s it’s only going to be 3 or 4 chapters, I doubt it’ll go over that…)

*Rages like a mad woman*

I give up on resisting. There no use.

* fixes myself up and smiles nicely*

So, I will be posting some Seventeen fanfics soon <3 do look forward to it please~  *3*

(lol, I planned to make this blog post to ask the public if I should post them or not, but mid-way through I just decided by myself that I would post them… This entire blog post was useless… I’m feeling so random right now.)

If you read this ‘till the end, congratulations! I hope you understood my suffering T_T. Sorry for the crazy rambling. I never make posts like this, everything with little anxious old me is always so planned and stiff, written carefully and thoughtfully read over… I’m never spontaneous enough to do something like this. (Might even delete later @_@) Today I’m experiencing a stressful day, and I guess that talking casually like this to you guys is going to make me feel better, so I’m writing whatever comes to mind. (lol, I got so serious now….)

A quick conclusion (because I just can’t stop writing, like wtf brain, stop.), I do hope that hearing about a new Seventeen fic coming from me does make some of you happy (even if it’s just one, it’s enough). I’ll continue to work hard on my writing, to keep giving you the best fanfics I possibly can. Thank you very much. *bows down with style and leaves while the crowd is roaring in applause*

Update only 2 days later, cause I'm shameless: I posted the foreword for the Verkwan one. If anyone's interested, here's the Link.