so, i'm still obsessing about what caused the wound in the sole of my left foot. it hurts, especially when i walk. well, duh? argh. no, really. i want to find the thing that caused it.

there really is a hole in my foot. the doctor had to clip a chunk of my skin, it was protruding. and he prodded the wound to see if there was any foreign matter in it. i thank god that there wasn't. actually, i tried hard not to cry while the doctor was working. it really did hurt, i was clutching the bedsheets and i had tears in my eyes... but i have to admit, the tears really fell afterwards. when he assured me that there was nothing, i didn't even need stitching. he answered my prayer. and i'm so thankful, i couldn't help but cry.

but yeah, i'm limping now. and it feels as if my left leg has perpetual cramps. i couldn't do the laundry 'cause doctor's orders that i don't have the wound wet for at least two days. it got wet when i took a bath, though. err. yeah. O_O

my sister can't look at it. T_T it's a problem because i'm gonna need someone to dress it for me because my huge tummy won't let me reach it properly.

sigh.

i can do this.