So I realized why I stopped writing and I think it was a stupid reason. I know that I dissapeared for quite some time and completely abandoned AFF and all of you. 

I understand that I was going through a rough time; I was trying to figure myself out and understand what was going on in my head. I'm not over it, I'll be honest. But sitting here, rewriting chapters, writing new ones it makes me realize that my therapy is writing. I get lost in this world that I create. Whether it's dramatic/horror or just complete fluff/romance. Writing is my way to let myself out through my characters. As cliche as it sounds. 

But again, sitting here I'm realizing that I've dissapeared more than one and I've blamed others for my depression when it's my fault. In fact, at a point of time I blamed AsianFanFics for it. Which again, was stupid. 

More than a year later, I'm here now. Slowly getting back together and truly enjoying writing chapters and interacting. However, I just want to apologize. Sincerely. I'm sorry I've dissapointed a handful of you by leaving, only coming back to dissapear again. I think this apology is neccesary because in way we're all a family. Again, as cliche as it sounds. 

On the other hand, thank you for understanding. Most of you were there in a time of need and I'm grateful. Thank you.

BananaMilkAddict

NOW ENOUGH OF THIS DEPRESSING STUFFS. 

Now that I'm sure we're all chill and . Let's move on with out lives! Let's grow together!! Love You All! Yes, I'm talking to you, you!

My Readers, Friends. You're ALL speshurr to me <3 Saranghae *muah*
(roman bc AFF is a and won't let me post hangul. lol love you AFF)