*hugs you tight*
inhale... exhale.....
don't worry dear I can understand your sufferings, I'm also a writer once but due to the so called 'writer's block' I gave up writing and been in hiding from my readers for three years XDD (lol hope they won't find me here haha) I'm actually amazed by you 'coz you still write no matter how tiring it is indeed. Don't get rattled by the pressure dear, Take your time and enjoy your free time.. we're willing to wait for you~ love you chuchuchuchuchu~

i've never clicked a blog post this fast!,( i don't read most of the blog posts tbh). BUT YOU ARE ONE OF MY FAV AUTHOR AND I LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR FICS EAGERLY!. i wish i cud make you feel better. but i don't know how to. All i can say is that ignore them!. you've got a lot more fans and you deserve all the love and subscribers!!!..

Take a deep breath and smile. Seriously, smile helps a lot in lifting your mood up ;)

I am an author as well and yes, what you experienced also happen to me. That's common among writers I guess. But to see it from another point of view, we get upvotes, and other constructive comments. A lot of people support us, so why bother those who do not support? The way they ask for updates is how they show how they love your stories. Even though you write for yourself at first, to be relaxed from your job, and to share your love for your OTP, but you also stated that knowing you lose the subscribers and reading inconsiderate comments bring you down. That how it works. Writers and readers are intertwined in someway and that's not something you can avoid. I used to write stories in my blog (which is not famous at all and have almost zero visitor). I never got any comments about the stories I wrote and it left me clueless about what should I improve from my writings. And here, in AFF, people at least care to comment and let me know what they think about the story. Even a simple comment like "good job author-ssi. can't wait for your next update" can be a motivation for me to write the continuation of my stories. It's better to know that someone care to leave a comment instead of knowing that no one even reads your stories.

Like you said, we're human after all. I won't deny that we get tired sometimes, our moods swing, and we need appreciation for the efforts we make. But again, I believe that our readers never mean to harm us in any way. Just maybe, they do not know how to express their mind in a good way (that's why they become a reader instead of a writer).

I think I blabber too much now. Hahahaha. Please don't be sad and angry no more. It saddens me knowing that a fella author feels down. :)

I feel you. Of course I've learned to just ignore it. I understand it's difficult for many, but if you're like me you learn to just focus on the positive tings. Those subscribers who loves your stories, the comments that puts a smile on your face and etc. Just hang in there (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ I love you (づ♥3♥)づ

OH!! Also remember..those who do that stupid crap do it cause they either A) are stupid, B) WANT to troll you, or C) Are so unimaginative that they CAN'T write to save their lives, D) are jelly..or my personal choice...E) ALL OF THE ABOVE!

I hate that stuff too, but if you let it get under your skin, you will give up. i just ignore the es and go about my business. Block them if you have to. Remember the first rule of fanfic writing. WRITE FOR YOURSELF FIRST! Do not worry about subs, or whether a single soul reads it. Worry about whether YOU are happy with what you have written! if someone reads it and likes it, cool! if someone upvotes it, GREAT! But ALWAYS remember this. IT IS YOUR STORY. Write it at your own pace and say what YOU WANT TO. NEVER..EVER let comments dictate your writing content or when you update. AND IF THE DUMB A***S DON'T LIKE IT< THEY CAN GO READ ANOTHER OR WRITE THEIR OWN!

i can totally relate how if feels when something like that happens but don't lose hope
i'm sure you can overcome those s and continue on your fics , good luck!

You didn't have to apologize for that rant at all, because its so true. I hate to see mean comments on authors stories telling them their story isn't going how they wanted it, or the updates are to slow. I'm sorry that you have to go through that kind of mess.

Sorry to hear about that loves. Some people really are insensitive to others. I know no one is being paid here by writing and as a reader, it's sad to hear that one of your favorite writers is being bombarded by those things that you mentioned. We can't really control other people's mind of what they wanna say or do, I just hope that now you've wrote it out, that they'll at least have a bit of shame to themselves if they're one of those demanding people.

Anyway, I'm praying you'll not choose to leave AFF coz there are a lot of people who understands, supports and will always wait for you. You are far more important than your stories so always take your time to update and write whenever you feel it.

I feel so sorry when this happens to authors I like.. As a reader, I have the impulse to be selfish and tell you to ignore it all and focus on the good but I know it's not that simple. It's difficult not letting it get you. I really do hope that you can lean on us more though, like now, and share your troubles.
On a more immature note, BLOCK THEIR ASSES!!!
Goodnight <3

It's okay ^^ I have that time too. Just ignore them, kay? They're just spitting bull. They don't the know the struggle we have. Just keep calm and listen to K-POP. Hope you will feel better soon :)